getting dazer and even more confused...heheh
I'm getting old.
I enrolled for this coming semester and i'm now in my last few months of being a college junior. Shit i am still so immature and short. lol. it's like the world is slowly progressing and i'm still the same little girl in high school who hated a lot of things and a lot of people. Hahah. I can't believe my days as a schoolgirl is slowly declining. Just a few more days and nights..wow and i'm still clueless about what i am going to be as i have been the first day i stepped into that university. Amazing.
ONLINE ENLISTMENT. that word has been synonymous to stress, 3 long ass term papers and 5 midterm exams. The stress and anger(lol) we get, every time this happens is just that horrible. I do not even want to talk about it because it would not change anyway. But really, it really does give pain to students. Another bulok na systema as to our class scheds.. always bulok and last resort..dahil ayaw ma delay.
I watched THE PRESTIGE with kit and sara a while ago. I 've been dying to see that. I loved every minute of it. The twist and turns plus Christian bale and Scarlett's hotness. It was so fun figuring things out though some were obvious but the Fallon/twist definitely i did not see coming. LOL dumbness? hahah watch it. I swear CHRISTIAN BALE IS SEX!
Not doing something.
Sometimes you don't understand why it's already in front of you, you know the problem and you still cannot do something. I do not know, it's something i've been encountering lately like i can see the problem clearly and i know what to do but i just can't do something. I really wanted to fix it because i'm always honest when it comes to things like that. I don't negotiate or what even if i'm left out or something. Basta sa tingin ko eto, eto yun. Alam ko gagawin ko kaya nakakinis pag minamaliit ka lang sa ganun bagay. I always try to analyze and observe things around me, kaya nga palagi akong sad dahil kahit di ko dilemma, kinukuha ko na cause i'm easily bothered like that. i want to correct things and understand why it is like this or like that. Kaya nakakainis pag parang iniisip na ganito ka kahit na pinapakita mong hindi. Alam mo yun? like kung ano sinasabi mo at pinapakita mo yun yun. I've always been frank and outspoken my whole life, that is something na hindi ko na maalis sa sarili ko. I've gotten in trouble a lot of times because of it but it is who i am and i cannot control it. I just have low tolerance for a lot of things. that is why in things like this or whatever you might encounter, isa lang naman gusto ko. People of the world, minsan mag-isip naman kayo. As in isip ha hindi yung may halong biases or what yung tipng hindi square at one sided. May dahilan kung bakit ganito ang isang bagay o pangyayari at ang pagtrato dun ay tignan mo lahat ng angle at pag may nakita ko, ayusin mo. May dahilan kung bakit ganito ang taong ito. Sabi nga diba, be kind because everyone you will ever meet is fighting a hard battle. Do not underestimate people. Kung minsan kahit na alam mong ikaw ung talagang talo, isipin mo paren baket ganito ung nangyari kasi ung iba ren natatalo sa ibang bagay. Minsan parang ikaw yung talo pero baket ganito ka nila tratuhin yan ay dahil talo rin siguro sila sa ibang bagay kaya hindi ka nila maintindihan. The world will not change for you. I always tell that to myself when i think that i am being unfair and close minded. Hindi lang ako ang nagsusuffer lahat may sariling battle kaya intindihin mo bakit ganito sila mag isip at magdesisyon. It's a matter of looking at things and weighing things out then finally deciding on what to think and what you are going to do kahit na ang result ng pagobserve mo ay parehong sabog at panget, ganun talaga. Just give all angle, things and people a chance then you decide kung ano iisipin mo. Ang resulta ng desisyon na iyon ay minsan mabuti pero kadalasan ay hindi. Reality bites. Basta give people a chance. Pwede kang magkamali pero try lang ng try. Sabi nga ni meredith grey, "Once in a while, once in a blue moon people will surprise you, and once in a while people may even take your breath away."
I've always been real about my feelings and the things that i see around me that's why i've always been sad. but you know, people don't notice that because i talk TOO much. LoL. But i've really always been true about my decisions and feelings and i am often mean too but still i am a good person and i have one of the biggest hearts in the world. That is something you cannot take away from me. Sabihin ng panget, weird, baduy at bobo ako pero hindi pwedeng kwestyunin ang aking heart hahah..seriously..my basketballers and footballers can relate to that but really, i am. If you just pause and take a look sometimes, you might actually see it.
I enrolled for this coming semester and i'm now in my last few months of being a college junior. Shit i am still so immature and short. lol. it's like the world is slowly progressing and i'm still the same little girl in high school who hated a lot of things and a lot of people. Hahah. I can't believe my days as a schoolgirl is slowly declining. Just a few more days and nights..wow and i'm still clueless about what i am going to be as i have been the first day i stepped into that university. Amazing.
ONLINE ENLISTMENT. that word has been synonymous to stress, 3 long ass term papers and 5 midterm exams. The stress and anger(lol) we get, every time this happens is just that horrible. I do not even want to talk about it because it would not change anyway. But really, it really does give pain to students. Another bulok na systema as to our class scheds.. always bulok and last resort..dahil ayaw ma delay.
I watched THE PRESTIGE with kit and sara a while ago. I 've been dying to see that. I loved every minute of it. The twist and turns plus Christian bale and Scarlett's hotness. It was so fun figuring things out though some were obvious but the Fallon/twist definitely i did not see coming. LOL dumbness? hahah watch it. I swear CHRISTIAN BALE IS SEX!
Not doing something.
Sometimes you don't understand why it's already in front of you, you know the problem and you still cannot do something. I do not know, it's something i've been encountering lately like i can see the problem clearly and i know what to do but i just can't do something. I really wanted to fix it because i'm always honest when it comes to things like that. I don't negotiate or what even if i'm left out or something. Basta sa tingin ko eto, eto yun. Alam ko gagawin ko kaya nakakinis pag minamaliit ka lang sa ganun bagay. I always try to analyze and observe things around me, kaya nga palagi akong sad dahil kahit di ko dilemma, kinukuha ko na cause i'm easily bothered like that. i want to correct things and understand why it is like this or like that. Kaya nakakainis pag parang iniisip na ganito ka kahit na pinapakita mong hindi. Alam mo yun? like kung ano sinasabi mo at pinapakita mo yun yun. I've always been frank and outspoken my whole life, that is something na hindi ko na maalis sa sarili ko. I've gotten in trouble a lot of times because of it but it is who i am and i cannot control it. I just have low tolerance for a lot of things. that is why in things like this or whatever you might encounter, isa lang naman gusto ko. People of the world, minsan mag-isip naman kayo. As in isip ha hindi yung may halong biases or what yung tipng hindi square at one sided. May dahilan kung bakit ganito ang isang bagay o pangyayari at ang pagtrato dun ay tignan mo lahat ng angle at pag may nakita ko, ayusin mo. May dahilan kung bakit ganito ang taong ito. Sabi nga diba, be kind because everyone you will ever meet is fighting a hard battle. Do not underestimate people. Kung minsan kahit na alam mong ikaw ung talagang talo, isipin mo paren baket ganito ung nangyari kasi ung iba ren natatalo sa ibang bagay. Minsan parang ikaw yung talo pero baket ganito ka nila tratuhin yan ay dahil talo rin siguro sila sa ibang bagay kaya hindi ka nila maintindihan. The world will not change for you. I always tell that to myself when i think that i am being unfair and close minded. Hindi lang ako ang nagsusuffer lahat may sariling battle kaya intindihin mo bakit ganito sila mag isip at magdesisyon. It's a matter of looking at things and weighing things out then finally deciding on what to think and what you are going to do kahit na ang result ng pagobserve mo ay parehong sabog at panget, ganun talaga. Just give all angle, things and people a chance then you decide kung ano iisipin mo. Ang resulta ng desisyon na iyon ay minsan mabuti pero kadalasan ay hindi. Reality bites. Basta give people a chance. Pwede kang magkamali pero try lang ng try. Sabi nga ni meredith grey, "Once in a while, once in a blue moon people will surprise you, and once in a while people may even take your breath away."
I've always been real about my feelings and the things that i see around me that's why i've always been sad. but you know, people don't notice that because i talk TOO much. LoL. But i've really always been true about my decisions and feelings and i am often mean too but still i am a good person and i have one of the biggest hearts in the world. That is something you cannot take away from me. Sabihin ng panget, weird, baduy at bobo ako pero hindi pwedeng kwestyunin ang aking heart hahah..seriously..my basketballers and footballers can relate to that but really, i am. If you just pause and take a look sometimes, you might actually see it.