film film film

CRAP. FILM SCHOOL. FILM FILM FILM. I WANNA WORK IN THE MOVIE INDUSTRY SOMEDAY. MY MOTHER WILL KILL ME BUT FILM FILM FILM. OMG. I WANNA CRY.

WATCHING THIS TRAILER MAKES ME CRY. FILM FILM FILM. I WANT TO.

bratty bitch

Stop pretending that you're down and shit and that you have the most miserable life in the world. Some people are more fucked up and living a more fucked up life than you are. Sometimes i just really want to strangle you.

i love kurdt

Wendy (Kurt's hot mom) knocked on her son's hotel room at noon, Kurt answered in his underwear, looking like hell. Courtney love was still under the covers. The room was so messed up. "Kurt why don't you get a maid in here? Wendy asked. "He can't." replied Courtney. "They steal his underwear."

-->circa 1992 "smells like teen spirit" was a worldwide hit and anthem

the people that you never get to love again and again

It is not new that i get attracted to weird, eccentric, musician-artist types, and most of the time depressed and twisted too. And my normal friends would often ask why but i could not give them any answer, because i do not even know why and even if i tell and explain it to them, they would not give me a chance anyway.

I got a hold of Kurt Cobain's biography "heavier than heaven" by Charles Cross last week and i have to say that this book is prolly one of the most mind boggling shit i've read. I cannot not stop and pause after reading a few pages, then i'm back then the cycle happens again. I love Kurt , every sad little pieces of him. Then i stumbled upon this statement that one of his girlfriends have said about him..

"Kurt made women want to nurture and protect him. He was a paradox in that way, because he also could be brutally and intensely strong; yet at the same time he could appear fragile and delicate."

I got my answer. Then i started smiling and loved Kurt even more. Kurt, if only i had the chance to meet you, i would have given you the love that you've been asking for.

sodomy

Everybody is coming out.
Next day you know, your girl friend is with another girl and the guy you've been eyeing on is banging another guy. What's happening to the world???

Sirius

I just finished reading HP order of the phoenix and i can't stop thinking about it.
So i've never been actually affected by the previous potter books as much as this one.
You know i have this habit of not reading the latest HP books until the movie's about to come out like now..the movie is coming out in like 50days so i started reading just now and this is my favorite potter book so far because Sirius Black died in here. It sucks yeah but it is where his wonderfulness was really shown. Shit now i'm addicted to the black family. Bellatrix even intrigues me and she's gonna be played by the freakin wonderful Helena Bonham Carter! I love that woman! The woman who'll play Tonks is cool too! I cannot wait for the film. Sirius is my favorite HP character along side Ron Weasley, Nymphadora Tonks and Loony Lovegood. Shit Rowling is really a genius and she's damn rich. I think i'm gonna break my habit. I'm gonna read the half blood prince soon.

Today, i got up at 230pm. Pigged out. Watch tv. Cooked chicken pesto with my brother. Everybody liked it. Summer is over but my vacation just started.

another news: AC MILAN WON THE CHAMPIONS LEAGUE OVER LIVERPOOL!



2-1 win both by Inzaghi! that man is good! I love milan and i do not like the English teams except for Arsenal! I'm so happy for KAKA! He deserves it!

Check this out...

WHILE HIS TEAM WAS PARTYING, LOOK AT HIM!!!

How in the world can you not love this man? Such an amazing human being!

KAKA IS INDEED LOVE!!!

break

Summer school ends today.
Two subjects but it feels like three.
I swear IPD-CSR is HASSLE. I actually like math better and coming from me, that is saying something! hahah. Read to succeed! :P

Yesterday we had an IMC get together with both the SCL and SDL at jayjay's. We were late because i had an awful day with my math presentation and exam plus Kit had a meeting with Esi, the coach of the RP futsal team. So i thought i was not going to make it then kit left me.. but then Hamid picked me up to be with Kit and the futsal guys. Hamid is so funny as hell. I swear that guy says the darnest things! Esi, kit's sort of boss was really nice and funny. They're all nice pleasant people. Then they dropped us off at the dinner. Wow a lot of people came. It was not bad, for a first time event that was not school connected.


But school is done. One more big event to come. I am really praying for this one because i think i deserve it and i am right. So please give it to me.

My spurs are up 2-0 against the Jazz. Boring series. And here's something i found from my fellow spurs dorks.



Enjoy. This will prolly the last time. Hahah he's my favorite in the world and he rarely does things like this. You know he's the serious, blank stare, get the things done person. I love it.

i love this game

My San Antonio spurs finally won over the unbelievable phoenix suns. I have so much respect for the suns, they are a great team and it seemed like they really want it. I'd love to see this suns team win a title someday. My spurs are gonna face the Utah Jazz for the western conference finals while my detroit pistons are going over Lebron and the cavs for the eastern finals. People are talking about another SPURS-PISTONS FINALS in the making. I swear to God, that would kill me. Not because they are boring, as what others are saying. I LOVE DEFENSE AND HARD FOUGHT SHOTS! It is like football. Heheh and the fact that they're both my loveys and I'd really hate to see and cheer for DUNCAN at the expense of sheed, rip and the boys. But I really badly want TIM and the boys to get their 4th title. So i guess i'll ask heaven to give cavs the east and the spurs to win it all. Please please please. Timmy really deserves it.

btw, the spurs-sun series resulted into another testosterone obsession.

I LOVE THIS SHY BRAZILIAN BOY!

He used to sell fruits and vegies in the streets of brasil!
Alavet!

just do it

20 now.
that sucks because i love it when i say i am 19.
19 is a pretty number. Don't you think?
I am old.
It's been cool. I'm slowly discovering who my real friends are and who i can be friends with till i get 60. It's hard cause i can be very picky. I'm occasionally very friendly and i don't choose people that i'm going to talk to but i choose my friends. Yeah i do.
Crap. I still want to do so many things. Like the list last year has not changed. Cause i was watching too much last year not doing it. Sports ad are really the greatest. I love that person who discovered nike's tagline.
Roanna, your goal this year is to just do it.

lately

The election last may 14 was crazy.
I wasn't able to vote. Not registered. Yes shoot me.
I'm an irresponsible citizen.
Hahah i have my prospects though.

Results are not yet done. But the opposition is leading. I'm not surprised.
Pacquiao lost to Darlene. Well, this incident proves that the people in General Santos are not dumb after all. Yes, Darlene is so rhetoric and all but i want pacquiao to freakin kill in the boxing ring and not be one of the government's puppet. And how about Chiz Escudero fighting over the top spot with Loren Legarda? people say he's nothing but lip service but i actually like watching him in the tv. The man is quite amusing. I just hope he PERFORMS well as a lawmaker and not just be all talk. As what Fred lim, the new mayor of Manila to be(He's winning right?) said.. "Ayaw Ko na sa senado..puro balitaktakan at Debate lang doon.. i'm an ACTION MAN" after leaving his remaining term as a senator to be the mayor of Manila. I just hope our future lawmakers would just do that you know...talk and act..not just talk and talk.

Melinda Doolittle was canned in American idol today leaving Jordin and Blake in the finale. I knew it was coming. She got Yamined. But i expected it. Jordin is okay but i want a Blake win. Survivor Fiji also ended with Earl winning the million dollars. This season is indeed the most IDIOT-INFESTED survivor season EVER. Lots of really stupid decisions. I cannot wait for Survivor China.

The playoffs? has been torturing me lately. Crap. I am so scared. So many controversies with my spurs and they are LOSING to the suns. I WANT NOTHING BUT FOR TIMMY AND THE SPURS TO GET THEIR 4TH TITLE. Okay now i'm getting depressed again, ill stop now.

Finals next week. Have to kill it again, as always. I have to fix and face a lot of stuff after next week though. Please pray for me.

tell me

Today while riding a cab...

Me: Manong, doon po near sa makati- mandaluyong bridge..malapit sa ilog..
Cab driver: Ah doon ba...naliligo ka ba sa ilog?
Me: (surprised) HA?? ano po?
Cab driver: Kung naliligo ka ba dun sa pasig ilog kasi malapit ka doon diba?
Me: Hahah hindi po noh..
Cab driver: Eh nung bata ka pa?
Me: Hahah hindi rin po noh.. hindi po kahit kelan...

Okay i have a question..MUKHA BA KONG NALILIGO SA ILOG? hahah cause that's what that incident told me. Hahah alavet.

Eargasm: Radin

One of my recent discoveries. This man and his music is dreamy.






He's lovely. Thanks to Zach Braff again for this.

Diego Corrales

RIP Chico.

Diego was killed in a motorcycle accident today.
He was 29.
Sadness.
He was one of my favorite boxers.
He has the biggest heart in the world.
Heart.
this man.
that fight with Castillo will always be in my all time list.

today

I went straight to school without sleeping again. Been doing my IPD take home exam about some CSR programming shit this weekend. It's cool but hassle. It is something you really have to plan, think about etc. i would have loved to kill that exam cause CSR is good but too many things bothering me lately as always so i ended up finishing A really CRAPPY WORK. The hardest part was when i was in the middle of that "crap, my brain cells are not working but i have a few hours to finish this shit" when i caught the SPURS-SUNS GAME 1 LIVE AT 3:30 AM. I did not know that but it was love. So it ATE UP ALL MY TIME and it was really hard you know working and watching your boys in a do or die game.. it was good..i hope i pass that Exam..my work was so crappy.

GAME 1
that's playoff basketball. The game was so good. Everyone would agree with me. off course it is cool watching the leagues best offensive team versus the best defensive one. Collision. As much as i love love AMARE with all my heart and hormones and barbosa amuses me and i respect steve nash so much. I want the suns to lose. Well they did. 111-106. Close fight.. honestly the tempo was kinds weird cause it's like high scoring at the same time a very defensive one like every shot is contested. The calls were funny. and yeah STATS GALORE!

Timmy 33 Points, 16 rebs
Tony 32 points , 8 assists
Amare 21 points, 18 rebs

Nash had a great game too but they still lost by a nose.

that was intense. The bleeding would not stop. I swear it was weird but watching Nash during that moment was love. I really really respect this player so much. Class act. Tony had that huge nasty shit on his forehead too. I cannot wait for game 2. Go go timmy, piss of the haters!!!!

and yeah it was free cut when i went to school.. i took a cab pa that early.. bummed out with isobel..then struggled to get up but finally emerged victorious and i showed up in my afternoon math class..lol but i could not see the board cause i was seated at the back...grrr exams na this fri..i better catch up.

I BOUGHT 6 BOOKS LAST WEEK.
6 GOOD ONES.
I NEED TIME.

and current obsession..the tv show

FRIDAY NIGHT LIGHTS IS ULTIMATE LOVE!

Too bad it does not get much air time..but this show is really good..super underrated... i thought it's gonna be some teeny bopper high school shit but it was recommended by my uber smart and cool friends so i tried it and i got owned!!!!.. writing was good, great cinematography too..i love love matt saracen and tim higgins! huhu i wish you could relate.. HAHAH this show clearly OWNS the o.c and one tree hill!!!

i love this time of the year

NBA is in a roll right now.
Awesome awesome first round playoff results.
The defending champs Miami heat was swept by the Chicago bulls.
The lakers lost to my Amare and phoenix suns.
MY SPURS won against the great Denver nuggets with Melo and AI.
then today history took place when the 8th seeded and underrated golden state warriors defeated the number one seeded Dallas mavericks. I love love this win. The warriors are so fun to watch, i love their crowd. I am so happy for them and their fans.

Crossing my fingers on the suns/spurs series. I love both teams but my heart belongs to the spurs. I am so afraid for my boys. My Amare is always possessed and Steve nash is flawless and we're not talking about, barbosa, marion etc. yet. I believe in Coach pop, timmy and the boys. I know they know what they need to do.

So for now..i found these great stuff from my fellow basketball geeks..



Priceless!!!!


and off course..i cannot miss a playoff series without posting an entry about MR. MARC CUBAN. These are from my fellow basketball dorks who's fond of seeing the amazing Mr. Cuban get pissed and gone fishing.

I LOVE THIS GAME!!!

when it hits you

An emotionally healthy person will attract and be attracted to another emotionally healthy person. An emotionally unhealthy person will attract and be attracted to another emotionally unhealthy person too.

yes folks, i'm doomed.