heavier than heaven

Nothing beats not sleeping, killing yourself for an exam with long ass stack of confusing readings at the same time worrying for this saturday's plan and next week's exam, looking fugly and smashed thinking of the future and ending it all by singing your heart out with Kurt, Liam, Fab etc. just before you take your shower to begin another long day. Music is indeed natural high. My books, music, art and films are feeding my weak and flaccid heart.