self esteem

Impromptu speech tomorrow.
Mental masturbation.
and i want to cry right now.

can u read my mind

The song "Read my mind" just topped my list of favorite songs from the killers replacing the orgasmic "All these things that I've done".


Listen to the song here. IT IS LOVE.
My favorite part starts at 1:46 to 1:55.

sucks

Am i horrible because it seems like everyday of my life, i encounter idiots? it's not like i'm this smart Aleck that should be loved by everyone, i got a lot of dumbo moments too but damn why does it seem like a lot of people around me DO NOT THINK AT ALL? at all. in general. I mean seriously and some of them i really LOVE which makes it even suckier. Thinking about stuff like this can ruin my day just like today. Yes, i am horrible.

World's greatest PF ever

I've just seen one of the greatest playoffs game ever!!!! OMG i thought i was going to have a heart attack!




TD IS AMAZING. I SWEAR I LOVE THAT MAN.
OMG HE IS UNBELIEVABLE. THAT 3 POINT SHOT.
HE WANTED IT. OMG. TIM I LOVE YOU.




I hope the spurs fix their erratic offense because i think the suns are gonna blow them out next game.

there can only be one.

Can i just say I FREAKIN LOVE THESE PLAYOFFS ADS?????????????



CHECK IT OUT! IT GAVE ME GOOSEBUMPS!!!

here are the others...

Dwight Howard and Chris Paul version.

i think this one is the best.



Shaq and Kobe
loved the message. Spot on.
I also loved how Kobe blinked near the end.
See?? sometimes i still see some positive stuff related to kobe too...haha


Steve Nash and Jkidd



TD should atleast have one though..him and KG would be SICK!!!

the men i love

I will forever love you OZZY!
No frowns, i still like you.
You're the real half man, half amazing!
But damn you! you're so arrogant, you're making me cry!
yeah yeah you're my favorite survivor ever!
i will visit you in Venice Cali next time, ok?
i love you.


and it's my spurs vs. the suns! FREAKIN A! I AM SO SCARED!
i love Amare too much but i also love my spurs! So sad that my teams are going against each other at this early stage...crap..first round! and somebody will go home after :( I want my spurs to win again! in fact i want the spurs to win until Duncan retires. I've never been this scared..usually i can still breathe during the first round..but now this is too much pressure...and almost all the experts pick the suns to win this one.

TIM! I LOVE YOU! DON'T LET THIS HAPPEN! PLEASE! I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU PLEASE LOVE ME TOO AND WIN WIN WIN!!!

Coach pop! please! Manu! please kill them you can do it! TONY!!! omg please be smart!! bench players ! please bring your hearts and brainsss!!! i love you all! please love me too!!!! let us win this one!!!

What do we love? PAIN.

From the movie "Say anything"

COREY

Diane Court doesn't go out with guys like you. She's a brain.

D.C.
Trapped in the body of a gameshow hostess.

COREY
Diane Court does not realize how good-looking she is.

LLOYD
Sounds great to me, I'm going to call her, that's what's cool about her.

COREY
Brains stay with brains. The bomb could go off and their mutant genes would form the same cliques.

D.C.
I wouldn't get my hopes up Lloyd.

COREY
I'm sorry. It's just you're a really nice guy, and we don't want to see you get hurt.

LLOYD
I wanna get hurt!

This film is love.

my friends

"He's my only inspiration in that retarded place."

-->Koncu, talking about the guy at work. Her first job ever.

intriga

We all know this chica about Brian Gorell and his blog expose (ala gossip girl but more obscene and scandalous about these so called "gucci gang" of the phil. ) and i saw this interview of Kitty Go (writer of when chic' hits the fan, a sort of disguised fiction about certain Philippine society social climbers)and you know what, she totally OWNED me when she said

"these so called socialites should be hanged by their Hermes belts."

LOL. Kitty, you're fierce!

guilty pleasure

I LOVE YOU CHRIS BROWN!!!

Especially when you're dress geeky/schooly like this. I love it.
I can't believe you're just a kid.

colors

Today i got up so late around 5pm.
i went out the house and looked up the sky
i saw rainbows.
It looked good.
Colors.

Amazing women

I freaki n love heart! the band! i swear i want to cry! Damn it's vacation and i'm going emo again with almost anything i see, hear etc.... i swear i love Ann and Nancy Wilson of HEART! omg i love bonnie tyler and Debbie freakin Harry of blondie! I swear i love these women they make my cry! grrrrrrr why isn't the world producing such amazing women today? their music and talent are love!!!!

I LOVE THESE WOMEN!!!

I'm back

I'm almost done with school.

2 subjects (business writing and work & society) this summer and i'm done!!! I don't know if i'm ready to be in the corporate jungle but i'm looking forward to it. Been looking at companies too and it's really fun. Some of my colleagues are about to sign contracts already. Damn am i that horrible to have nothing so far right now? lol this feels like the NBA DRAFT and the worst thing is to be left out cause nobody wants you. I just want to be picked first round! But i don't know, some of them have done their CV's along time ago, i 'm only doing mine now and crap i can't put anything in the extra curricular activities. Well i did not see this coming and honestly i was not active in school well because the way i see it. It is either school or outside school so i just reserved school for academics and i reserved the others outside school so it's sad how others have gazillion stuff to put in there extra curricular activities. It's not that it is not fun but our school is so small and honestly the orgs are not that organized and the space for everything is so small that there's only little space for you and what you can contribute or if not, mostly you'll just give away because it's not working. I think it lacks support from many sides. So what am i saying here? it sucks that i could not put something in that and most companies just judge YOU in those few lines. But it's not really what you are all about. It's not that i'm anti social when it comes to school stuff but i just want other things more important and more interesting. Tsssss bitter? lol i just want to get picked so come interview me and you'll see! lol

Everything is just starting and i'm so excited! I want to do so many things!!!!!!!!!! and i'm 20 for cryin out loud!!!!!!!!!!

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sky cable and my basketball TV

OMG i'm watching TV right now and MY BASKETBALL TV AND SOLAR SPORTS ARE GONE GONE GONE!!!! DAMN SKY CABLE! Maygad i feel like i lost someone! this replacement balls channel whatever they call it sucks so bad! I remember a long time ago when BTV was not yet around and all i have was ESPN and starsports omg then btv came and it felt like Harry's nimbus two thousand to us basketball geeks! And now do i have to go back and endure ESPN'S LAME basketball coverage? i remember how my fellow ball geeks used to dis their really lame coverage and commentating and they only show like 1 game per week... and you know what i cannot go back to that! Gawd do i sound stupid here already? but it's sad! it's sports! it is basketball! it's like a part of my daily survival already..i'm sure my fellow basketball are hearing me right now..

I swear i'm gonna get rid of this damn cable and subscribe to DESTINY again... Etc, 2nd avenue, crime suspense..etc were axed too but they're free cable now..so i guess that does not count BUT MY SPORTS ARE GONE...just when the freakin ALL STAR WEEKEND IS NEAR! GREAT!

I SWEAR IF THEY DID THIS DURING THE PLAYOFFS SEASON, I AM TELLING YOU I'M GONNA MAKE A KICKASS KILLER HATE WEBSITE ABOUT THEM AND HOW PEOPLE SHOULD DITCH THEIR USELESS AND OVERPRICED CABLE SERVICE!

THIS IS WHAT YOU CALL HASSLE! GRRR

TOMORROW I'LL TELL MY DAD TO SWITCH OUR CABLE BACK TO DESTINY

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Recent amusements

Miguel Molina
RP-team swimmer
SEAG'S 2007 MENS MVP

He's going to beijing to represent the Philippines in the olympics..
and he graduated from UC Berkeley.
Umm....

and then there's..

Chuck Bass

The only reason why i continued watching GOSSIP GIRL aside from blair freakin waldorf. He plays the jerky slimeball. I always fall for the assholes, even in fiction. Hahah i love chuck bass!

and...

guess who's back???

My OZZY LUSTH

Yes! The upcoming survivor season: Micronesia will be a FANS VS. FAVORITES season and Ozzy is reported to be one of the previous contestants again together with past favorites like Johnny Fair play, Eliza, Parvati etc. CAN I JUST SAY I CANNOT WAIT?? Ozzy will kill again.

Hoy boyet..

Last night i saw Chin and Ikai's play Hoy Boyet hinahanap ka na, hatinggabi na'y gising ka pa pala and it was lovely. I liked the music and the mood. And my friends we're so good. I did not know they could DO THAT. Wow. I love watching plays especially tagalog ones. It gives me this weird feeling. I want to watch it again to catch some unclear stuff though but it was lovely. Oh and it was written by TONY PEREZ who also i think..wrote the lovely Sa north diversion road. Oh diba..kaya pala! at title pa lang panalo na! hoy boyet.....

Speaking of Tagalog plays... i'm not as fond of watching tagalog films as much as i am with english..just like most people. But i still have some few favorites. It's just recent when i took notice of how lovely some filipino movies are. And i'm not talking about the box office tagalog mother lily films that they usually show. I don't know..when a tagalog film is good..it's really good. I like its mood most of all. You know, you can almost breathe it ala lost in translation. I made a list from memory...and here's what i came up with in random order.

1. Bukas na lang kita mamahalin - Angelu De leon and Bobby Andrewss
2. Bata bata paano ka ginawa? - Vilma Santos
3. Magnifico
4. Pare ko
5. May Minamahal - Aiko Melendez and Aga Muhlack
6. Sa north diversion road - Irma freakin Adllawan!
7. Istokwa
8. Hinhintayin kita sa langit - Dawn Zulueta and Richard Gomez
9. Segurista
10. Patayin sa sindak si Barbara - Lorna and Dawn version

I haven't gotten the chance of seeing the classic ones from Lino Brocka (Insiang, tinimbang ka ngunit kulang, Bona, Maynila sa kuko ng liwanag..etc) Mike De leon (Bayaning third world, Bilanggo sa Dilim..etc) Mario O' hara (Babae sa breakwater, Tatlong taong walang diyos..etc. Ishmael Bernal (working girls..etc.) and a lot lot more. I don't know where to get them? perhaps someone could lend me. I would watch them.

My dream job has jumped from being a sportscaster, bookshop owner to a film maker ala Zach Braff. I wonder what's next.

art

Whoever made that KOKEY character should be shot. Maygad...are they even thinking?

Hmmm it's a sunday afternoon and i have so many things to do but i want to watch so many upcoming films.....

1. 310 to Yuma
2. Lust, caution
3. Atonement - i want to read the novel too..i haven't read a McEwan novel...shoot me.
4. Sweeney Todd - the hype is urging me even more.. hahah it stars the lovely bonham carter and johnny freakin depp.. plus it's tim burton and that's enough to see this.
5. The kite runner - i don't care about the freakin reviews. I want!
6. Love in the time of Cholera - because anything done by Garcia Marquez is a must.
7. I am legend - have to read the book too.
8. The other Boleyn girl - it's about time.
9. The nanny diaries - long overdue but i wanted to watch it ever since and i heard it features the music of Joshua Radin and that's love.
10. Juno
11. American Gangster - please, i want to..now.
12. No country for old men
13. Gone baby gone

and not to mention..all my damn TV SHOWS...there's a lot... and i don't even want to talk about my books.

Last night. i wrote about the things that i would buy before christmas and half of them are like cosmetics! hahah damn i need to get rich to feed all my urges. Grrrr i want to do a movie.

bitches

Sometimes, you just outgrow your friends.