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OMG! Sara once told me that i'm like Cristina Yang of Grey's anatomy! omg I'M A BITCH! I knew it that some people think i have no heart!!!!

but i love cristina and hermione! hahah



maybe that's why I ATTEMPTED TO WATCH AND FINISH THE WHOLE OC just because of SETH COHEN!!! hahah

You Are 60% Nerdy

You may be a bit surprised with this score, but your more of a closet nerd than an actual nerd. Stop denying your inner nerd! You're truly dorkier than you think.

How Nerdy Are You?

Seeing neil for the 2nd time

My first ad congress experience was highlighted by the presence of NEIL GAIMAN, my idol himself. His talk about imagination, day dreaming and creativity was lovely. Crap i was getting different kinds of emotions while listening to him. That poem was lovely and i cannot wait for the upcoming graveyard book that got a lot of people in the area utter an ooooooohhhhhh. It's just sad that i was not able to go to the book signing because i'm out of cash and counting on the idea that i'm gonna see him in fullybooked manila anyway after the congress. BOO me! i missed a lot of events ..this one in particular....... i saw this linked in NEIL'S BLOG and I FREAKIN DIED!!!!!! CAN IT GET EVEN COOLER THAN THAT? having the love of your life proposed to you with the help of NEIL GAIMAN?

Check out the guy's story here..with pictures! i swear this just blows

http://diveabout.multiply.com/journal/item/13/The_Proposal_co_Neil_Gaiman

I think the couple are from BBDO. I am so jealous hehe.

I wonder when NEIL is planning to visit again. I bought a copy of fragile things during my pre-congress shopping spree for him to sign only finding out that there is a payment and i was not ready then i bought my own copy of stardust and good omens in the congress. I want to get a complete sandman but i'm still poor..i'm still a student for chrissake hahah and i saw how those agency junkies stashed their moolah's out to buy Neil's works. I swear they spent a fortune in one buying. But how can you not when it is NEIL we're talking about? i'm gonna have one spot all containing NEIL in my dream library at home someday. Yes just like my radiohead spot. I swear i will make this happen!

I remember the first time i bought a NEIL GAIMAN book was when i was 13 and in my freshman year of highschool hahah it was neverwhere and i got FLOORED and mindfucked. I already know that he's gonna be a part of my GEEKDOM! Then i attended his book signing in 2005? i think. I went to gateway during lunch time and got my dream country signed at 9 FREAKIN PM! He was so nice!!!! i want another NEIL EVENT!!!

I was asked by my creatives prof. what's the best part o the ad congress so far and without a doubt..i said seeing NEIL GAIMAN AGAIN!!!

its love

I cannot get off my mind that incident in the news last week when a BABY was attacked and eaten by RATS. Yes freakin rats! That news made me want to scream and shoot someone. I swear. The baby, Maygad. That baby can't even walk and talk to complain. It's sad how poverty is owning a lot of people that Rats are feeding on little babies!...maygad.

Today i recalled everything when i was having lunch with Sam at Almon Marina and this baby on a stroller right beside us was staring at me! His eyes were not moving i swear it really bothered me! He would look around if he notices something then would quickly return his gaze on me. He's about 4 to 5 months old. The way he was looking was so weird. I can't even read his emotions, it was just his big eyes looking at me. When we started to leave the place, his yes followed me and slightly raised his hands that haunted me. I don't know if he's learned to say bye or he's saying something. I swear it killed me big time! I can't get that baby out of my mind. I love that baby i swear. Babies and little ones, they really break my heart.

gayness

I don't really watch the OC but i saw this episode today while browsing through cable tv.
Scenario: Guy breaking up with the woman after accepting that she's in love with another man..
and so he did it with a letter to her...

"I love you.
but i love LOVE more
and i don't want to be alone in it."

Killed me. Aww damn these romantics.

san antonio spurs

NBA tipped off yesterday.
As much as i fell deeply in love with football in the past four years, i can say that i can never turn my head away from basketball. I just love this game. I grew up breathing this one. It is like home. The pinoy in me again hehe but i seriously love this game.

and i'm keeping my fingers crossed for my SA spurs to repeat. It's a challenge because it seems like they're having a hard time repeating and some say it's never gonna happen. Well i wish now is the time.



Let's go spurs and let's show them again how to play real basketball!!!!!!
OT: Tim Duncan agreed to take less than his maximum salary. He signed a two year, $40 million extension. He was offered and supposed to take $51 million but he AGREED to take LESS so that the spurs can afford free agents in the upcoming seasons. NOW DON'T YOU WANT THAT ON YOUR TEAM? GAWD, IF ONLY ALL STAR PLAYERS IN THE LEAGUE ARE LIKE THIS, THEN THEY WILL DEFINITELY WIN CHAMPIONSHIPS TOO!

TD is an owner and a coach's dream star player. Such a role model. It comes out naturally.
Goodluck goodluck...i can't wait for the playoffs..let's GO BEAT THOSE DAMN CELTICS!!! hahah just kidding but we will. :P

Part 2 OMG i just have to record this

roanna: FUCK ITS LIKE TYPHOONING HERE
roanna: HAHAHA
roanna: u know what
roanna: im gonna keep a notebook
roanna: a journal
roanna: this last sem of my schooling
roanna: i will write
roanna: walal ang
roanna: hahha
roanna: GAY MOMENT MAYGAD
a.j: hahah
a.j: yeah do that
a.j: tapos after 10 years
a.j: lets read it together
roanna: I HAVE DIARY NUNG KID AKO
a.j: i swear its fun
roanna: 3 NOTEBOOKS PA
a.j: look at me when i found my letter
roanna: I ALWAY DIE WHEN I READ IT
a.j: i couldnt stop laughing
a.j: ahahhaa
a.j: yeah me too
a.j: eto ah barkada diary
roanna: may crush pa ko nun as in..every detail sinusulat ko kelan ko sha nakita..pati ung takong ng shoes nya..na matunog sinulat ko
a.j: as in we pass it around
a.j: everyday
roanna: tapos ngayon NAG OUT NA UNG GUY
roanna: GAY PALA
roanna: POTAH
roanna: hahah
a.j: my god
a.j: whahaha YOU ARE THE GAY GIRL VERSION OF ME
a.j: pati ung takong ng shoes nya..na matunog sinulat ko WINNER TOH STOP IT

HAHAH

this made my day hahah

a.j: YOU ARE GOING TO DIE
roanna: ano
roanna: dali
a.j: I found my death letter... the one when you die.. chuvaness.. HHAHAHAHA NAMATAY AKO I was 15...ang drama
a.j: sheeet
a.j: i burned it!
a.j: kung kani kanino ako nag I I LOVE YOU
a.j: whahaha
roanna: ANO
roanna: WHY DO U HAVE THAT
a.j: hahaha
a.j: as in i dont know
a.j: natatawa ko
a.j: puro wrong grammar pa
roanna: BAKIT KA NAGSULAT NUN
roanna: MAG SUSUICIDE KA BA
a.j: may mga hindi pa ko mga kilala na nakasulat dun
a.j: hindi naman suicide letter noh
a.j: isang gabi i woke up crying i decided to right a letter kasi i realized daw na life is short
a.j: whahaa
a.j: i was saying goodbye and thank you to everyone
a.j: i swear
a.j: its soo SAD.. BUT REALLY FUNNY
a.j: my god buti na lang ako nakakita nun
roanna: a.j. marquez: isang gabi i woke up crying i decided to right a letter kasi i realized daw na life is short
roanna: THIS IS THE GAYEST
roanna: hahaha
a.j: ahhaha
a.j: STOP QOUTING ME
a.j: hahaha
roanna: I WANNA READ IT
roanna: BRING IT
roanna: PLS
a.j: I swear the letter is so gay asa colorful stationary with rainbows
a.j: hahhaa
a.j: I burned it already
a.j: nakakatakot baka sino makakuha nun noh
roanna: hahha
roanna: FUCK U
a.j: puro wrong grammar pa
roanna: I WANNA SEE IT
a.j: may time pa i wrote it 3am
roanna: ANUBAH
a.j: hahaha
roanna: IS IT LONG?
a.j: wala na
a.j: binuzz kita kagabi eh nung nakita ko
a.j: hahha
a.j: oo noh hand written 4 1/2 pages
a.j: as in may to my parents... chuvaness.... my friends.. ganyan ganyan
a.j: hahaha
a.j. marquez: hahaha
roanna: HAHAH
roanna: OMG
roanna: NOVEL YAN
roanna: HAHAH
roanna: ANO NAKASULAT
roanna: NAMATAY KA?
roanna: while reading
a.j: hindi if i die
roanna: ano pinagsasabi mo
a.j: i would just like to tell you that i love u.. im gay. chuvaness
a.j: i remember this that
a.j: achuchu
roanna: hahah IM GAY
roanna: WINNER
a.j: noh
a.j: eto pa ah i enumerated lahat ng crush ko dun simula grade 3
a.j: hahaha
a.j: meron pa kong mga revelation kung kelan ko nalaman i was gay


I LOVE MY FRIENDS!!!!! HAHAH

it's love

I'm currently listening to Radiohead's latest album In rainbows and i freakin love it! I wanted to get the CD but it's too damn expensive but i'll get it someday. I'm planning to sort of have a Radiohead shrine in this certain part of my house with all their albums etc. They are my favorite band in the world. Their music sounds like my heart beating. Exactly the way it is. Radiohead is just love.

PLANS......
1. Finish school.
2. Buy a new kickass camera
3. Travel and breathe a culture
4. Work?
5. Look into taking up my masters

I'm going to get rich. I need to get Rich. I want to be like my astig Prof. Ichay bulaong, awesome awesome individual. We all think she's a role model. We want to be like her, even AJ! I want to own a bookstore with a coffee shop someday but this is when i'm already settled and ready to have a family because prior to that i'll prolly work my ass of somewhere, be a busy woman , always on the go, i will take many pictures using my camera, i will do try to do art, travel and experience cultures, do something worthwhile, be active in an NGO that i really believe in, i will write, go to the most beautiful places here in my lovely country, continue to love and love and have faith.

See i have such simple dreams.

career

My schedule this semester:

Monday:
9-10:30 am - Accounting (challenge haha)

Tuesday:
6:00 - 9:00pm - Brand communications

Wednesday:
9-12:00pm - Interactive Marketing (pressure)
2:30 - 5:30pm -Communication Ethics
Thursday:
9-10:30am - Accounting again
1:30-4:30pm - Internal marketing and management
6-9:00pm - Brand comm again

Friday:
4:30-7:30pm - Contact management and channels planning

Saturday:
9:00 - 12:00 - Marketing communication research

My Last semester in college.
Study like i've never studied before.
Championship na.
My GWA last sem was 2.14 and i need all the miracles in the world to get a 2.00 or better to make it to the fifth year. I need to pull up a series of 1.5 and 1.75 to do this. Goodluck to me. My heart is nervous but my mind is waiting.

"I'd rather cry over school work rather than a guy"
-------->AJ "fierce"

a lovely reminder from a friend's IM stat message

We mortals have many weaknesses. We feel too much, hurt too much, or too soon we die. But we do have a chance of love.

-Elizabeth trailer

first semester of my last year in college: crucial times

Semestral break.

Back to my bum life.
I have a love and hate relationship with this time of the year. I love the fact that this is the time when i filter and recap everything that often leads me to panic and get back on track. Focus. And also this time reminds me what i have to do and what i should not. I hate it because it's also the time when i realize all my horribleness as a person and citizen. I have so much to do not only for myself, for my loved ones and for the world. Grrrr, now i'm in a hurry.


THE SEM THAT WAS BEYOND DESCRIPTION.
I think i need to write a book for that sem because i can't try to put a few words that will describe it without me feeling guilty that i'm not giving justice to that special semester of my life. I love that sem. I hurted. I loved. I felt. I thought. I appreciated. I learned. I hated. I respected. I WAS ALIVE AND I FELT IT.

september to october

This is the time when i say "if you're not very good , then you are bad." It is the last month of first sem fourth year and it is going to be insane. I have to do well not because i just have to it is because i've given everything for this lately and failing it would mean i am worth nothing. As how they put it "wala na natira saken, kaya itong natitira na toh, yung school i have to be more than good". Watch me cry in the next few days.

people are strange

1. The best times you have with your friends involve...
• Conversation and a relaxed vibe
• Partying, lots of drinking, and going crazy

Answer: conversation and relaxed vibe.

and a lot of people that i hang out a lot do not even seem to know this. Some are figuring out and are loving me for it while some are disappearing quickly. I'm in the time of my life where i am trying to CHOOSE not the best but the most worth it of things. Those deserving of love and beauty. There's a struggle but it is getting there.

now

It is hard to wait around for something you know might not happen, but it is harder to give up when you know it is everything you want.

and that's why

You Are 76% Indie

You're a very indie person, and admit it, you look down a little on people who strive to be normal. You'll indulge in a little mainstream pop culture every now and then. But for you, anything not indie is a guilty pleasure!

How Indie Are You?

No classes again

Our commlaw midterms was scheduled last week. We were dreading that day because 1.) it is really a tough subject 2) we do not have much interest in it 3) someone who must not be named But then typhoon Dodong and Chedeng came wednesday and so we're all happy. Exam postponed next thursday. Then yesterday Egay the great fought with nature and so our exam was postponed again. Saved from the evil forces again. Then Kristia and i were talking about how weird and coincidental it was that every thursday, a typhoon would hit us and so we had a thought that someone was helping us with our PESTER POWER. Aside from that lovely intervention, I also believed that God thinks we're really deserving of this postponement. I don't know because we are right and we treat people good. There is no excuse for rudeness! Hahah but we've got gazillion tasks to do next week. REVENGE NGA! hmph...

anyway... back to the one helping us with our pestering, thank you so much. You will forever be included in our daily lives. I know you're just there playing your music while pointing to each one of us while we do silly stuff here. Haha i know you're always laughing specially at me, at what you're discovering..well this is me. Hahah welcome to the world's weirdest, silliest but heartiest x-poses. Hahah i've always liked you as you are. One of my most treasured friends. You deserved to be there with God. Tashakor, my dear friend. I will see you someday.

A thousand splendid suns

"One could not count the moons that simmer on her roofs, or
the thousand splendid suns that hide behind her walls."

I JUST FINISHED READING HOSSEINI'S SECOND WORK OF BEAUTY.
I bawled again like a lonely child. In the first few pages, i was very sentimental because traces of the kite runner would run through my head. Hassan running with his kite, the mountains and the sultan of kabul etc.. scenes that became a part of who i am today. So i was crying the whole time. The book was indeed written for the women of Afghanistan. Mariam is the Hassan in this book. Tariq and his story was lovely too but Mariam is the Hassan here. The one we all want to have in life. This part of the novel was the one that made me really think. That i dreamed of meeting and having a HASSAN in life and now A MARIAM, then i realized that the picture is not yet complete. Amir and Laila exists too. and then it hit me...

What if my whole life i was searching for a HASSAN and a MARIAM so that they would do to me what they've done and what they've been to AMIR AND LAILA when all along.. it's been destined and written that I WILL BE THE HASAAN AND MARIAM! yes my whole life i've been searching for the realness and beauty of Hassan and Mariam when I AM REALLY MEANT TO BE THEM IN THIS LIFE??

It is sad. Sad in the sense that it is possible. Because in life not everybody would get a hassan and mariam. Some would get them but others would have to BE THEM. and it made me sad thinking that if that's what's really my purpose in life and i've been hitting the wrong thing that's why up to now i still do not see a progress because all along i've been following and expecting the wrong path.

I AM NOT COMPLAINING. I just feel like i deserve to GET what i've been giving and expecting from others too. I do not support the idea that in this world you're either the hassan and mariam who will sacrifice and lose everything for others or be amir and laila who gets and benefits from all these sacrifices made my hassan and mariam. I want to be amir and laila. My whole life i've been searching for that certain thing. I am a simple person who longs for simple things. I just feel like i deserve to get it even just a glimpse of it.

Anyway, i am so thankful and happy that people like Khaled Hosseini exists. He is really giving his country, Afghanistan a big favor by writing all these beauties. Now i see Afghanistan very differently. Even the whole middle east. I swear i am going to tour that beautiful continent someday.

I think one of the biggest contributions Hosseini has done in his life is that everytime i look at Afghan or middle eastern people now, i see Hassan and Mariam..and so i smile.

heavier than heaven

Nothing beats not sleeping, killing yourself for an exam with long ass stack of confusing readings at the same time worrying for this saturday's plan and next week's exam, looking fugly and smashed thinking of the future and ending it all by singing your heart out with Kurt, Liam, Fab etc. just before you take your shower to begin another long day. Music is indeed natural high. My books, music, art and films are feeding my weak and flaccid heart.