Eargasm: Radin

One of my recent discoveries. This man and his music is dreamy.






He's lovely. Thanks to Zach Braff again for this.

Diego Corrales

RIP Chico.

Diego was killed in a motorcycle accident today.
He was 29.
Sadness.
He was one of my favorite boxers.
He has the biggest heart in the world.
Heart.
this man.
that fight with Castillo will always be in my all time list.

today

I went straight to school without sleeping again. Been doing my IPD take home exam about some CSR programming shit this weekend. It's cool but hassle. It is something you really have to plan, think about etc. i would have loved to kill that exam cause CSR is good but too many things bothering me lately as always so i ended up finishing A really CRAPPY WORK. The hardest part was when i was in the middle of that "crap, my brain cells are not working but i have a few hours to finish this shit" when i caught the SPURS-SUNS GAME 1 LIVE AT 3:30 AM. I did not know that but it was love. So it ATE UP ALL MY TIME and it was really hard you know working and watching your boys in a do or die game.. it was good..i hope i pass that Exam..my work was so crappy.

GAME 1
that's playoff basketball. The game was so good. Everyone would agree with me. off course it is cool watching the leagues best offensive team versus the best defensive one. Collision. As much as i love love AMARE with all my heart and hormones and barbosa amuses me and i respect steve nash so much. I want the suns to lose. Well they did. 111-106. Close fight.. honestly the tempo was kinds weird cause it's like high scoring at the same time a very defensive one like every shot is contested. The calls were funny. and yeah STATS GALORE!

Timmy 33 Points, 16 rebs
Tony 32 points , 8 assists
Amare 21 points, 18 rebs

Nash had a great game too but they still lost by a nose.

that was intense. The bleeding would not stop. I swear it was weird but watching Nash during that moment was love. I really really respect this player so much. Class act. Tony had that huge nasty shit on his forehead too. I cannot wait for game 2. Go go timmy, piss of the haters!!!!

and yeah it was free cut when i went to school.. i took a cab pa that early.. bummed out with isobel..then struggled to get up but finally emerged victorious and i showed up in my afternoon math class..lol but i could not see the board cause i was seated at the back...grrr exams na this fri..i better catch up.

I BOUGHT 6 BOOKS LAST WEEK.
6 GOOD ONES.
I NEED TIME.

and current obsession..the tv show

FRIDAY NIGHT LIGHTS IS ULTIMATE LOVE!

Too bad it does not get much air time..but this show is really good..super underrated... i thought it's gonna be some teeny bopper high school shit but it was recommended by my uber smart and cool friends so i tried it and i got owned!!!!.. writing was good, great cinematography too..i love love matt saracen and tim higgins! huhu i wish you could relate.. HAHAH this show clearly OWNS the o.c and one tree hill!!!

i love this time of the year

NBA is in a roll right now.
Awesome awesome first round playoff results.
The defending champs Miami heat was swept by the Chicago bulls.
The lakers lost to my Amare and phoenix suns.
MY SPURS won against the great Denver nuggets with Melo and AI.
then today history took place when the 8th seeded and underrated golden state warriors defeated the number one seeded Dallas mavericks. I love love this win. The warriors are so fun to watch, i love their crowd. I am so happy for them and their fans.

Crossing my fingers on the suns/spurs series. I love both teams but my heart belongs to the spurs. I am so afraid for my boys. My Amare is always possessed and Steve nash is flawless and we're not talking about, barbosa, marion etc. yet. I believe in Coach pop, timmy and the boys. I know they know what they need to do.

So for now..i found these great stuff from my fellow basketball geeks..



Priceless!!!!


and off course..i cannot miss a playoff series without posting an entry about MR. MARC CUBAN. These are from my fellow basketball dorks who's fond of seeing the amazing Mr. Cuban get pissed and gone fishing.

I LOVE THIS GAME!!!

when it hits you

An emotionally healthy person will attract and be attracted to another emotionally healthy person. An emotionally unhealthy person will attract and be attracted to another emotionally unhealthy person too.

yes folks, i'm doomed.

NBA PLAYOFFS

IT'S THE PLAYOFFS!!!

Rooting for My Spurs to win it all.
If things does not go well, then i'd love to see detroit again or if really unlucky then i'd love the suns to get their title.

I can't wait to watch my boys. Go go go! win win win!









Let us beat the crap out of those MAVS AND LAKERS!!! KOBE DIE!!! haha

PROUD DORK!!!!

What Be Your Nerd Type? Your Result: Social Nerd You're interested in things such as politics, psychology, child care, and peace. I wouldn't go so far as to call you a hippie, but some of you may be tree-huggers. You're the type of people who are interested in bettering the world. You're possible the least nerdy of them all; unless you participate in other activies that paled your nerdiness compared to your involvement in social activities. Whatever the case, we could still use more of you around. ^_^
Literature Nerd
Musician
Artistic Nerd
Gamer/Computer Nerd
Anime Nerd
Science/Math Nerd
Drama Nerd
What Be Your Nerd Type? Quizzes for MySpace

Equatorials March 2007

My IMC batchmates.

Watch us die and become ugly this coming semester.
Hooray to Extra joss, baccus, century tuna and Katinko!

WHAT'S YOUR TRUE NATIONALITY?

British
[ ] You drink a lot of tea
[ ] You know what a brolly is
[ ] Deal or No Deal has taken over your life
[ ] You wanted Ben to win X Factor
[ ] You use the word "bugger" or the phrase "bloody hell"
[] Fish and Chips are yummy
[x] You can eat a Full English Breakfast
[ ] You dislike EMOS! Almost as much as you dislike chavs
[x] It's football... not soccer!

Total = 2

Australian
[x] You wear flip flops all year
[x] You call flip flops thongs not flip flops
[ ] You love a backyard barbie
[x] You know a barbie is not just a doll
[x] You love the beach
[x] Sometimes you swear without realizing
[x] You're a sports fanatic
[ ] You are tanned
[ ] You're a bit of a bogan
[x] You have an australian something (shirt, phone sock, etc.)

Total = 7

Italian
[ ] The Sopranos is a great show
[ ] Your last name ends in a vowel
[x] Your grandmother makes her own sauces
[ ] You know how a real meatball tastes like
[ ] You know Italian songs
[x] You have dark hair and dark eye color
[ ] You speak some italian
[x] You are under 5'10"
[x] Pizza/spaghetti is the best food in the world
[x] You talk with your hands

Total = 5

Mexican
[ ] You say "member" instead of "remember"
[ ] You speak Spanish or know some
[x] You like tacos
[ ] yoU TyPe lIkE ThIs On Da CoMpUtEr
[ ] You are dark skinned
[x] You know what a Puta is
[x] You talk fast occasionally
[x] You have had highlights or dyed your hair
[ ] You know what platanos are

Total = 4

Russian
[ ] You say villian as (Uh, I think this part got cut...)
[x] You get short tempered
[x] You know of somebody named Natasha
[ ] You get cold easily
[x] Rain is fun for you
[ ] You get into contests all the time
[x] You can easily make do with the cold weather

Total = 4

Irish
[ ] You love to drink
[x] You have a bad temper
[ ] Your last name starts with a Mc OR Murph or O' or Fitz or ends with a ley, on, un, an, ins, ry, ly, y
[ ] You have blue or green eyes
[x] You like the color green
[ ] You have been to a St. Patty's day party
[ ] You have a family member from Ireland
[ ] You have blonde hair
[x] You have/had freckles
[x] Your family get togethers always include drinking and/or singing

Total = 4

African American
[x] You say nigga/nukka casually
[ ] You have nappy hair
[x] You like rap
[ ] You know how to shoot a gun
[ ] You think President George Walker Bush is racist
[x] You like chicken
[x] You like watermelon
[ ] You can dance (I'd like to think I can...)
[ ] You can sing gospel

Total = 4

Asian
[x] You have slanty/small eyes
[x] You like rice a lot
[ ] You are good at Math
[x] You have played the piano
[x] You have family from Asia
[x] You laugh sometimes covering your mouth
[x] Most people think you're chinese
[x] You call hurricanes, typhoons
[ ] You go to Baulko

Total = 7

German
[x] You like bread
[x] You think American chocolate is good
[ ] You speak some German
[ ] You know what Schnitzel is
[ ] You hate it when stupid people call you a Nazi
[x] You went to pre-school
[ ] You're over or more than a 5'2"

Total = 3

I AM:

1.) it's a TIE!!! yes!! huwattt? :P
Asian - loud and proud!
Australian - it is the water!!!!

2.)Italian - I knew it. Somewhere hidden inside me is umm hotness !

3.)Tie between Mexican, russian, irish and african-american

and yeah German comes next.

You see this thing just proved how 'worldly' and 'cultured' i am! naks! in tagalog pang U.N at Benetton talaga ko!!!

that day

Please bear with me because i'm having a eureka moment but i really think i'm going to marry someone like Zach Braff..or i won't get married at all if the man is not like him. We just think alike. I don't know butI think that's very important. Like thinking alike? Okay.. so he's like the biggest dork ever but dorks are 'in' nowadays anyway so i think someone like him will do just fine. We can be like Gwyneth Paltrow and Chris Martin who also secretly became one of my objects of affection like ages ago. He wrote Yellow, so i think that piece of work is enough for him to be crushable. And i revealed to my best friend that i liked him the day they announced he was dating Gwyneth. Haha and i remember his "I can't believe it..she's a big star and i'm just this geeky bloke from coldplay." I love you Chris. So please lord, give me someone like Zach Braff or Liam Gallagher without the muted intellect or Adam Sandler so i can hold the remote control and watch all my gayness. Please i won't be maldita na. I won't look for kabuhayan showcase hotties anymore, pramis.

bored...i love music surveys

1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense. NO CHEATING!


How are you feeling today?
Throw it away - Toby Rand

Will you get far in life?
Son of a preacher man - Dusty Springfield

How do your friends see you?
I'll be over you - Toto

Will you get married?
Say it - Voices of theory

What is your life's theme song?
Think of Laura -mymp

What is the story of your life?
So into you - Tamia
What was high school like?
Wonderwall - Oasis

How can you get ahead in life?
Faith - Limp Bizkit

What is tomorrow going to be like?
Balon malalim - Juan Dela Cruz Band

What is the best thing about your friends?
Take another little piece of me - Janis Joplin

What is in store for the next weekend?
Got what you need - eve

What song best describes you?
Simbang gabi - Parokya ni Edgar

How is your life going?
The middle - Jimmy eat world

What song will play at your funeral?
Escape - Enrique Iglesias

How does the world see you?
Breakdown - Mariah Carey

Will you have a happy life?
Flying away (slow version) - Moony

What do your friends really think of you?
One love - Prodigy

What song describes the person you're attracted to?
Someday - The strokes

What message would you like to tell the next generation?
Ex-factor - Lauryn Hill

Do you have a deep dark secret?
Drift - Forty foot echo

when i grow up.

I think i'm gonna have a brain damage someday.

Regina said it

I hear in my mind.
All of these voices.
and it breaks my heart.
breaks my heart.

losing

Our hotel christmas ad that got the worst grade.



it was sad.

weirdness

People really change.
Like when you meet someone for the first time and you tell yourself how awesome he or she is and you're excited to build a special bond with him/her because you simply just love the way he/she is. You know the usual "Wow, she's cool!." "Wow I LOVE HER! SHE'S GAY." "oh i think we can be really friends in a long time." and you're really really excited to be enlightened by that person.You see in my 19 years of existence, that's what i have been doing. Observing and appreciating what will move me. As what doctor Izzie Stevens said in grey's anatomy..she's never been anything in her life but a watcher. I am a watcher. I meet this person, observe, verdict. Move on and watch again. It is just weird how everyone i have encountered and fell in love with lately change even like after 3 years? Yes even the most amazing ones that once made you believe that there is really luck and everyone is bound to be happy, err still change. I guess the world will not really change for me. All people have their moments and their actions will always be based on themselves. I think i've been like this too, i have failed most of the people that I've met who once thought i am someone they can cherish for the rest of their lives. Maybe we're just really like that. Well the last person who has never failed me left me and my whole barkada to go in a far far away place. Away from us without even telling us. One day she came back with the biggest smile and she's ugh..all married, happy and peaceful. It's sad because i have never really appreciated who she was during the time that we were together. She's always the weird one in our group like we will always laugh at what she was thinking or what she was going to do. One thing i realized after she left, that she's the only one who has never judged me. She's my Kwan in Amy Tan's the hundred secret senses and my one and only stargirl. Crap. I miss her so much. She's the complete opposite of this superficiality that i am experiencing right now. I am really just trying to survive everyday of my stupid little life. Like sometimes i'm in class then something would hit me, then i'll tell myself "what the hell am i doing here?" or those moments when i'm with the people that i hang out with then something would hit me again then ill tell myself "why the fuck am i with these people and what the hell are we doing?" i don't know maybe it is just me but whatever it is, i really just want something different. I want all the amazing people to stay the way they are till the moment they die, i don't ever want to see their changes. I want to feed this desire inside me that i can't seem to find. I've always thought that even if i tend to be judgmental, feisty, annoying and whiny, i still have the biggest heart in the world. That is something no one can take away from me. What i love, i love truly. I guess the problem really lies in the fact that there is nothing or no one worth loving in this world. People, they're really strange. Or maybe my standards are bottomless.I guess there is no really such thing as ENOUGH...the glass is indeed bottomless. In everything, all we always want is MORE.

Omg, i am horrible.

mindfuck

Mindfuck is a slang term which describes a work that uses literary devices such as nonlinear storytelling and plot twists in order to present convoluted yet nonconflicting themes.

One of the most well known examples of a mindfuck is FIGHT CLUB, one of my favorite works ever. ever.
I remember i used the term mindfuck before about this certain person, i remember texting my shorty "he mindfucked me!" several times. Now i realized what mindfuck truly is. So he did not really mindfuck me that time, he owned me. Just that time. I always get owned once in a while, i am that gullible and stupid.

Other notable examples of mindfuck are non other than the works that i breathed and loved such as A clockwork orange, being John Malkovich, Adaptation, Donnie Darko, Mulholland drive, Memento and the masterpiece requiem for a dream.

I want to be succesful in mindfucking people but when i try i always ended up looking dumb and STRANGE in a really bad way. I love men who's good in mindfucking. Michael Scofield in prison break can definitely mindfuck someone. Marcus Flutie too. I know this certain guy who can do it too, but he does not take a bath. So yeah.

i wanna get mindfucked, Mindfuck me!!!!

smashed. i am.

IMC has been owning me lately. TOO much presentation and documentary. Lots of frustration and patience. I am so smashed. I even have a print ad due after christmas break, that means i have to work during the break..and the media literacy documentary.. we have to kill that one..i swear. KILL.I feel so bad about my CAS subjects. I have sort of neglected them because of IMC. It's like my only subjects are my 2 majors and medieval literature! hahah i can't not be good there. I breathe lit. Hahah I LOVE LOVE THAT CLASS! i swear, it's love. Hahah *wink*

Just attended the IMC christmas break. It was fun. FOOOD trip with my SCL!!! i love SCL! we are all gay! hahah we presented 3 spoof video commercials. They love it but offcourse the seniors won. It was fun. Competition galore.

i am so tired. i chose this. Hahahah. die.

The last of the mohicans

This is probably one of the MOST INTENSE scene i've ever seen in a movie. I can't stop watching it. I've played it 12 times now.I can watch this like once everyday. It's so beautiful. Everything in here is perfect. The action, situation, the setting, the music and the story. I love love this movie. I remember i was a little girl when my mom and dad watched this and i still do not care much that time but i was just in the corner watching with them though i could not really understand everything yet but i remember this particular scene. It was so real that i carried it within me until now.

Yes. I remember this so much. The "I will find you" scene has been a part of my dreams. I was a little girl. It's a love story.

This movie is love.

Tim Duncan

I'm so pissed.

Okay, i get so EMOTIONAL when i talk about TIM DUNCAN or anything regarding him. I respect the man so much that any kind of stupidity associated with him makes me wanna effin shoot someone. I swear.

Duncan>Garnett!!!!! Ok???

Let us stop comparing them because it is effin clear! This was debateable a long long time ago but now, it is not even a question! Tim Duncan clearly OWNS Kevin Garnett! Come on, a TRUE basketball fan would know this. A TRUE basketball and Kevin Garnett fan would know this. Don't even give me the "Duncan had a better supporting cast than KG" crap. Duncan made THAT team. He made that team better. Yes, Tony, Manu and the other spurs were talented but TD made them more effective. Put TD away and that team would be different. Put KG in that team and it would not even be the same! It's more than Duncan's consistensy and fundamental skills! It is who he is as a human being! He creates so much in that team that his statistics would not even give justice to what he has done for that team! Do you think the spurs would have been that succesful and effective if their star player were some statistics whore who does not care about anything but being the number one player in that league, mvp or the leading scorer? that team has been so smooth and steady in the last few years and TD played a major role on that. It's not generally his "basketball skills", it is his spirit and attitude that everybody in that team respects! The SA spurs knows who TD is, he is not your usual showtime player and his teammates respect that! He is a role model and his team believed in him! How he behaves, how he deals with things, how he thinks and they all follow him because they respect and believed in him! You notice how succesful that franchise had been? their players do not get in trouble off the court, they all listen to coach Pop, they're very organized. TD reflects what his team is! His spirit and attitude has spread out in that entire team!

and it's not like KG's supporting cast were that BAD! He had spree, hudson, wally, cassell etc. come on you could have done something with that other than the usual first round exits and a one time stint in the WCF. and maybe the twolves had been more succesful if they had more CAP SPACE that has always been entirely eaten by KG's FAT SALARY! TD has been an underpaid player half his career, considering what he has done for that team. But he does not care because TD wants nothing but to WIN! He played that game TO WIN!

Others play to get triple double, to be on the highlight reel, to be the scoring champ, be the mvp but TD plays TO WIN! When you play to win, EVERYTHING ELSE FOLLOWS! TD played to win and so he got his mvp, and won the championship! Those individual achievements like the MVP would be so much easy if you play to win because it will eventually come without you trying so hard to get it.

I'm no KG hater. I respect the man's unbelievable talent but i am just trying to lay in what should be to shut up those idiots who still cannot accept that unless KG jumps on another Super star's tail, he will be ringless for the rest of his career and because TD deserved it! Yes, i hate kobe bryant like hell but he is definitely better than tracy mcgrady, the man who i wanted to marry since high school ok? let's think out of the box here, Charles Barkley knows, Jason Kidd knows, you all know it. If you really do know your basketball, it is clear. Duncan>Garnett.

and since we're comparing here, let's quote what Rosen had said:

"Garnett , like webber, are like the coward lion
they'd be monsters if they only had a heart!

Did not the twolves want to trade KG or he demanded it? I heard that the management is tired of their usual first round exit and wanted to revamp and the first thing they need to do is get a big cap to create a team so they wanted to trade KG and his fat salary. TD would never demand a trade nor would the Spurs ever think of trading him. He will retire in that team.

As for the haters? TD does not care! okay? keep on bashing while he'll keep on winning!!!!

Maygad, i don't even have to explain it this long, all intelligent and real basketball fans know the answer and still what i have written up there still does not explain TD's greatness.

getting dazer and even more confused...heheh

I'm getting old.
I enrolled for this coming semester and i'm now in my last few months of being a college junior. Shit i am still so immature and short. lol. it's like the world is slowly progressing and i'm still the same little girl in high school who hated a lot of things and a lot of people. Hahah. I can't believe my days as a schoolgirl is slowly declining. Just a few more days and nights..wow and i'm still clueless about what i am going to be as i have been the first day i stepped into that university. Amazing.


ONLINE ENLISTMENT. that word has been synonymous to stress, 3 long ass term papers and 5 midterm exams. The stress and anger(lol) we get, every time this happens is just that horrible. I do not even want to talk about it because it would not change anyway. But really, it really does give pain to students. Another bulok na systema as to our class scheds.. always bulok and last resort..dahil ayaw ma delay.

I watched THE PRESTIGE with kit and sara a while ago. I 've been dying to see that. I loved every minute of it. The twist and turns plus Christian bale and Scarlett's hotness. It was so fun figuring things out though some were obvious but the Fallon/twist definitely i did not see coming. LOL dumbness? hahah watch it. I swear CHRISTIAN BALE IS SEX!

Not doing something.
Sometimes you don't understand why it's already in front of you, you know the problem and you still cannot do something. I do not know, it's something i've been encountering lately like i can see the problem clearly and i know what to do but i just can't do something. I really wanted to fix it because i'm always honest when it comes to things like that. I don't negotiate or what even if i'm left out or something. Basta sa tingin ko eto, eto yun. Alam ko gagawin ko kaya nakakinis pag minamaliit ka lang sa ganun bagay. I always try to analyze and observe things around me, kaya nga palagi akong sad dahil kahit di ko dilemma, kinukuha ko na cause i'm easily bothered like that. i want to correct things and understand why it is like this or like that. Kaya nakakainis pag parang iniisip na ganito ka kahit na pinapakita mong hindi. Alam mo yun? like kung ano sinasabi mo at pinapakita mo yun yun. I've always been frank and outspoken my whole life, that is something na hindi ko na maalis sa sarili ko. I've gotten in trouble a lot of times because of it but it is who i am and i cannot control it. I just have low tolerance for a lot of things. that is why in things like this or whatever you might encounter, isa lang naman gusto ko. People of the world, minsan mag-isip naman kayo. As in isip ha hindi yung may halong biases or what yung tipng hindi square at one sided. May dahilan kung bakit ganito ang isang bagay o pangyayari at ang pagtrato dun ay tignan mo lahat ng angle at pag may nakita ko, ayusin mo. May dahilan kung bakit ganito ang taong ito. Sabi nga diba, be kind because everyone you will ever meet is fighting a hard battle. Do not underestimate people. Kung minsan kahit na alam mong ikaw ung talagang talo, isipin mo paren baket ganito ung nangyari kasi ung iba ren natatalo sa ibang bagay. Minsan parang ikaw yung talo pero baket ganito ka nila tratuhin yan ay dahil talo rin siguro sila sa ibang bagay kaya hindi ka nila maintindihan. The world will not change for you. I always tell that to myself when i think that i am being unfair and close minded. Hindi lang ako ang nagsusuffer lahat may sariling battle kaya intindihin mo bakit ganito sila mag isip at magdesisyon. It's a matter of looking at things and weighing things out then finally deciding on what to think and what you are going to do kahit na ang result ng pagobserve mo ay parehong sabog at panget, ganun talaga. Just give all angle, things and people a chance then you decide kung ano iisipin mo. Ang resulta ng desisyon na iyon ay minsan mabuti pero kadalasan ay hindi. Reality bites. Basta give people a chance. Pwede kang magkamali pero try lang ng try. Sabi nga ni meredith grey, "Once in a while, once in a blue moon people will surprise you, and once in a while people may even take your breath away."


I've always been real about my feelings and the things that i see around me that's why i've always been sad. but you know, people don't notice that because i talk TOO much. LoL. But i've really always been true about my decisions and feelings and i am often mean too but still i am a good person and i have one of the biggest hearts in the world. That is something you cannot take away from me. Sabihin ng panget, weird, baduy at bobo ako pero hindi pwedeng kwestyunin ang aking heart hahah..seriously..my basketballers and footballers can relate to that but really, i am. If you just pause and take a look sometimes, you might actually see it.

school's out

This sem officially over.
IMC is testing me badly.
We won our final pitch for product repositioning. Work and all the pain paid off. Extraderm for men. hahha i love love my marketing management class. I love Ms. Shirin
if only all my IMC classes in the future would be like hers.. then i think this is the one for me. hahah i have learned so much from her and this class and it was never boring except for its time.. 9am? hahha maximizing my cuts. boo. but I am so scared of my grades. please.

I watched the departed with sara, jox and nik.. loved every minute. Matt Damon is love. I love that actor. We pigged out. i love pigging out with my shorty and talking to these people.
I am broke heheh and there's no allowance for about a month. I think i'm gonna BAWI MY SLEEP. shett i know there's no such thing but i want to sleep and forget all the pain and horrible people i have dealt with especially in the past weeks.

Now i want my tv shows.
I'm gonna start my driving lessons soon too. I NEEED THIS ONE BADLY. It will change my life big time. I SWEAR.
I want to do boxing too. yeah.

School is schooling me big time. Notice how it is dictating my life? i swear it is something i cannot control and i hate hate it. And so i decided i will never pursue law. no way.

You scored as English. You should be an English major! Your passion lies in writing and expressing yourself creatively, and you hate it when you are inhibited from doing so. Pursue that interest of yours! English 100% Sociology 100% Linguistics 92% Philosophy 83% Journalism 83% Psychology 83% Theater 58% Art 58% Dance 42% Anthropology 42% Mathematics 33% Biology 17% Chemistry 8% Engineering 0% What is your Perfect Major? (PLEASE RATE ME!!<3) created with QuizFarm.com

Kyle is back! i love him.

It's finals week and i am dying. I need to finish a lot of stuff and issues.I feel so sad and worried about his certain thing. Please.

I can't wait to feed myself with prison break season 2, lost and grey's anatomy season 3! entourage too and my long overdued sex and the city marathon! shett i love this season's survivor... they have two pinoy's and they're amazing! hahah these things keep me steady this days! maygad! i also can't wait to see Gael's new film.. THE SCIENCE OF SLEEP directed my Gondry. I always get sentimental when i see the trailer. Come on, title pa lang, killer na. Scarlett has a lot of really good upcoming films too..dammn i love that woman.

I'm a geek. I love radiohead. Last time there was no electricity for three days straight in here and i read 2 novels per night with nothing but a flashlight. I am gay too. There's this mexican guy named ozzy, he likes groundation and otis redding. That's cute right?

My mother gives me so much pain and i don't even want to give too much details because its' getting so redundant. I need money.

i miss kyle and thom yorke

I MISS KYLE AND THOM YORKE...

I tried to revive Kyle today but he just gave up on me..and Sam said that i have to replace his life power or just buy a new one becaue it would be better..i don't want to replace him.. i love love him. his greenness and my play lists..i miss it.. i realized how i really cannot live without my music.. NO MUSIC NO LIFE! I know it is true because that is what i am feeling right now.. i just came to a gig in school and now i'm in a music state of mind ( lagi naman eh:P), i miss Kyle so much.. I WANT MY RADIOHEAD FIX! I HAVE TO HAVE THAT ATLEAST EVERY NIGHT!

I swear to God...they are one of the best things in this world..one of the best bands ever! ever! Thom Yorke is my mind twin. I think everybody should atleast have ten radiohead songs in their list or else they are missing so much... hahah and if you only know "CREEP" screw you! hahah to tell you, they hate that song! Someone said that if you say that to them, they will be embassed hahah! They are my shrink and crazy pills! They are always on my side!

My radiohead top fix includes high and dry, thinking about you, how to disappear completely, my iron lung, fake plastic trees, karma police, motion picture soundtrack...... oh maygad
i badly miss Kyle and Thom Yorke.

" i don't care if it hurts"

I was just talking to kamy about split second sadness then she said it is attacking her..i told her to run...then that man..it is back! i swear that man will be the death of me! You know when i think of the word DREAM MAN...my mind prints it and it is him! all the darkness, wit and sadness in him. I swear to god i am going to Canada! I will die..i thought i was gonna have a cardiac arrest a while ago.. then it's gone...canada okay? then i grabbed Kyle..my ipod and turned it on then shitttt it does not want to.. HE DIED. died permanently on me. Even Kyle hates me because i'm whiny and abusive..too complicated..
I lost many things today.

worlds' greatest

I am watching an Efren Bata Reyes marathon on his way to owning the world pool 8ball ust a few days ago.
I love watching him.
He reminds me of my dad.
The smile, the aura, the moves, the sillyness.
My dad loves Efren.
I love efren.
He is my dad.
Hahah.

i wanna repair your desire

this is it. I knew it. this is just it. What do we love? pain. I want this.

Four: i love this game, writing, emotions, soul searching, hopeless romantic, athlete, determined, real, sadness, heart

moment

One: football, politics, extreme sports, nature, middle east, basketball, fugliness, gigs, charisma
Two: Guitar, blank stares, black, writing, thrash talking, theater, weirdness, outcast, smart
Three: math geek, hideous clothes, economics, fierce eyes, the F you walk, anime, loser, live in

all the weird things in life. Got it. Here comes the pain.

today

Love
is an act of forgiveness, that for all our imperfections, we are accepted and forgiven.
is about finding courage inside of you, that you did not even know was there.
is a song we sing to those who have forgotten who they are.

desire

A while ago i was talking to my mother when suddenly i wanted to tell her something but i could not AGAIN for the nth time. So i started crying again. Whenever i can't say something to someone or i can't let it out even if it's just saying that you need to get this or just to ask something, no matter how shallow the thing is. If i don't get to say it.. I CRY. It is like an outlet, i don't know and the number of times that i cry goes exactly into my heart forming that sadness that would turn into dreams. Sometimes i feel bad for myself. If i were on the shoes of others and i know someone like ME , i swear my heart will die for that person. I just want to sleep in that cold tiny apartment with my quiet and goofy boy next door who does NOT go clubbing and listen to dugshh dugshh music and we will watch our ball games on late night tv while pigging out on pizza and ice cream and discussing work. GAY!

the devil wears prada

OMG I EFFFIN LOVE THE DEVIL WEARS PRADA!

I haven't read the book yet but the movie was fantabulous!!!!! MERYL STREEP WAS A GODDESS!!! SHE WAS SO GOOD!!!!!!!! I love everything in it! how they put it in that little piece! Newyork, paris, the advertising world (hahah future?), the powertripping(i better get used to this!), the bitches, the clothess and shoesssssss!!!!! heaven! maygad now I DONT WANT TO EAT! maygad!!!! Watching the film made me think of my future like if ever i work in there basta that world ung publishing, copywriting, advertising, magazines! Is it gonna be like that??? i can't work in an environment like that! I HAVE THE BIGGEST HEART IN THE WORLD! I swear I DO! Hindi lang halata! and i cannot take that! mga ganun happening in front of my eyes! i can't keep my mouth and my heart shut! i feel! shett naiyak ako sa ending! hehe GAY!

EMILY BLUNT!
I LOVE THIS BITCH!

"YOU CAN'T GO TO PARIS! YOU EAT CARBS!"

"GUYS, GIRD YOUR LOINS!"

"i'm on this new diet where i don't eat anything and when i feel like i'm about to faint, i eat a cube of cheese."


ADRIAN GRENIER! LIVE IN TAYO!

ohmaygad! i used to have this really HUGE CRUSH ON HIM! He's really a dream boy! he has this boy next door looks that i only realized I FUCKIN WANT IN A MAN! Shit if u watch the movie, i like the set up of Anne hathaway and Grenier.. ung live in sila but Grenier was so different..parang LALAKE talaga in a sense na he's not the guy who goes to clubs and listens to DUGSH DUGSH MUSIC! EEW!!! eew! maygad i hate those guys! DIE! shit Adrian Grenier!!

I realized how that would make me peaceful! yung working in a job that you really like and you are having fun tapos you live together with that guy who's so different and beautiful that has no superficiality. Maygad that alone will make me really happy! please! All you need in life to survive is one person who truly loves you!

my nerves

Ayoko sa lahat INUUTUSAN AKO! Yung sasabihin ganito na lang wag na yan biglaan hindi man lang ako tinatanong! bwiset! at mga taong hindi nagiisip! anobah mag isip ka naman minsan kahit 1sang segundo lang sa buhay mo! nakakabuti din yun noh!

How do u do it? make me feel like i do

Stellar is my favorite Incubus song ever.

Meet me in outerspace
We could spend the night, watch the earth come up
I've grown tired of that place, wont you come with me
We could start again
How do you do it, make me feel like I do
How do you do it, its better than I ever knew
Meet me in outerspace
I will hold you close, If your afraid of heights
I need you to see this place, It might be the only way
That I can show you how, it feels to be inside of you
How do you do it, make me feel like I do
How do you do it, its better than I ever knew
How do you do it, make me feel like I do
You are stellar


This song just kills.

The kite runner

I am so glad i met my shorty and gave me a chance to read and experience this WONDER. I finished the novel a while ago and IT RIPPED MY HEARTS OUT. I Swear it was beautiful. I can't believe i can experience that in books. I was kina feeling down lately and reading this just killed me. I could not go on without crying. I wasn't even crying. I WAS BAWLING LIKE A BABY. Shit the prologue itself was wonderful. I also met one of my FAVORITE CHARACTERS in the history of books. He just killed me. When i was reading him, i could not help but pause in a while, stare in the ceiling and wonder. He was just real and beautiful. After finishing the book, i just opened the first few pages and scanned all the his scenes...he was too surreal... i think everybody in this world should read this book..that's how wonderful it is..anyway it's easy read. No boring part and the writing rips emotions. I love Afghanistan. I love the middle east. I think it's a beautiful place full of hopes and dreams. I am so going there someday.

Then i glanced up and saw a pair of kites, red with long blue tails, soaring in the sky. And suddenly Hassan's voice whispered in my head: For you, a thousand times over. Hassan the harekipped kite runner.

I sat on a park bench near a willow tree. I thought about something Rahim Khan said just before he hung up, almost as an afterthought. There is a way to be good again. I looked up at those twin kites. I thought about Hassan. Thought about Baba. Ali. Kabul. I thought of the life i had lived until the winter of 1975 came along and change everything. And made me what i am today.

Hassan and i fed from the same breasts. We took our first steps on the same lawn in the same yard. And, under the same roof, we spoke our firsts words.

Mine was BABA.
His was AMIR. My name.

I watched baba's car pull away from the curb, taking with it the person whose first spoken word had been my name.

He was already urning the street corner, his rubber boots kicking up snow. He stopped, turned. He cupped his hands around his mouth. "For you a thousand times over!" he said. Then he smiled his Hassan smile and disappeared around he corner. The next time i saw him smile unabshedl like that was twenty six years later, in a faded polaroid photograph.

For you, a thousand times over.

I HOPE I FIND MY HASSAN IN LIFE.

the

Give this one to me. Please.
I'm hungry.

the sweetest thing

Shit.
Sometimes i really feel like i am never going to connect with anyone in this world. I was having a night with my friends and it was too damn good. But i noticed i am still holding back. I still cannot show what my inner being was saying. I cannot shout my desires, dreams and thoughts. And these are people i like. I am comfortable with. But it still does not want to be found. I've been trying so hard you know. The stillness and beauty that life sometimes give you, if you're lucky. It's still drifing. All my life i've tried to see a glimpse of it, even just to breathe it. But there's so much beauty in this world, i feel like it's starting to disappear around them. Like all those beautiful things moving around you and you get lost around them. While you are slowly losing your whole self. I am not asking so much. All i ever want in this life is to see and breathe that beauty. The real one. The one that would not make you feel lost and won't eat your heart up. Is that too much to ask?

oh shit rob yeah

Should I bolt every time I get that feeling in my gut when I meet someone new? Well, I've been listening to my gut since I was 14 years old, and frankly speaking, I've come to the conclusion that my guts have shit for brains.

italia

A lot are talking about this madskill showing of Zidane over Marco Materrazi, no one really knew why the amazing Zizou did it but there is something for sure because you don't just do that in a do or die wordlcup finale and in the last game of your football career. So the question is: what did that punk materrazi said that earned him this amazing headbutt? A lot of speculations came out inluding Marco calling him a" dirty terrorist" or something nasty about his algerian roots. Others said he insulted Zizou's family. They said Materrazi was talking in italian and maybe he was not aware that Zizou can understand him (he played in juve before). Materrazi said his side already and we still haven't gotten anything from Zizou. I can't wait to hear it because i really really believe that it was really something big. Zidane looks laidback and quiet and you do not piss off laidback and quiet men or you'll get fucked and worse, a solid headbutt in front of billions of people watching. I effin hate racists.


Okay. I do not LIKE MATERRAZI. I'm not familliar with him or anything but based on shallow judgement, he looks like A THUG. A street fighter waiting for his final headbutt that he deseved. So yeah, i do not like him at all because i love the french boys but but he gives me this weird shit when i watch him. So i've said before that THAT FREAKIN ITALIAN TEAM IS SEX. Like the other teams, there are only like one or two standout hottie but when you watch the Azzuri, you'll get confused and your hormones will squeal and jump up and down because ALMOST EVERYBODY IN THE TEAM IS DO-ABLE. I love Cannavaro, nesta, del pierro, totti but shitttttt this punk materazzi is killing me. He looks so dirty and bad ,it kills. Lalo na when he's greasy and running in that blue jersey with that hair. I swear..bring me to ITALY! I hate you marco materrazi, you're owning my hormones..but i hate you still.

Cannavaro on top of Marco Materrazi celebrating after their win.

Damn, look at these italian footballers. I swear they give you hallucinations and stomach pain. Why are they so hot? now italia moves up in the list of places to go. It is down to like 15th and now it maybe on the top 5. Hahah. If they weren't so good lookin, maybe i would have cursed them winning this tournament. Seriously. It is that lame.

I realized that i have bombarded this blog with football and footballers. Please forgive me but this only happens every four years and the whole world is tuned in and footballers are one of the most beautiful things that exists in this world. Hahah but seriously, it is a beautiful game. It goes down and under your existensial realm resulting into that beautiful natural high. I'd die to be a good footballer. I'd die to see a live game. I'd die to have one. Haaay so much beauty in this world.

wordlcup 2006

France.
That shit RIPPED MY HEARTS OUT.
My tears started falling after DAVID missed that penalty that caused france to lose the game.
I did support that FRENCH team BECAUSE OF HIM. This worldcup season was very disappointing for him because he could not get a goal and he barely played. And finally he was given a chance in the most important game of his life and he MISSED. I swear after that shot, i died and i wanted to hide and runaway of shame and denial that IT WAS HIM who freakin missed that shot. It was really frustrating for me, i've defended him to everybody and now. He failed. He was the one who missed that shot. Maybe if it was some other player, i would not feel this way. Shit this game and these damn players are killing me.


My David Trezeguet after MISSING that penalty.


and it got worse when i saw him after the italians officially won..he could not even move..and all the french players came up to him and hugged him..that killed me. It's even sad because this might be his last worldcup lalo na with what happened..shit it's so sad. DAVID TREZEGUET , MY HEART WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER AND EVER!!!!!!!!

and yeah i think it was FATE. That shot and him. It was fate.

So much for this worldcup...it was a good one....really changed me in someways..kudos to the azzuri....you guys are sex..and my brasil and france losing.. and germany...it was really emotion overload...and other good moments like my man LUKAS PODOLSKI winning the BEST YOUNG PLAYER AWARD over really unbelievable guys like cristiano ronaldo, lionel messi and cesc fabregas. I love love love you. You're my favorite GERMAN in the world. and ZIDANE..i will not say much anymore.. i love you still...that ART and GIFT that you have is one a kind. it's okay you have the golden ball naman and you will forever be one of the best to ever played this beautiful game.

Whoa..worldcup..see you in four years when i'm rich and 23 already.

Mr. cab

Roanna: i'll tell you something
kamy_bored: What?
Roanna: I like **a*
kamy_bored: Ok
kamy_bored: that's it
kamy_bored: bye

losing

Losing


Ronaldo stands in the corner after the upset of france over brasil


English boys after the 3-1 penalty shootout loss to Portugal.



A sad sad view


Beating hearts.

I saw in CNN how BRAZIL treated the brasillian players. I swear IT WAS HARSH. They were calling THEIR OWN players lazy ass donkeys and nothing but showoffs. Some of the players pictures like my beloved and forever crush Ronaldinho were burned but Ronaldo got most of the beating. My heart bleeds for that man, I SWEAR! He has had enough. He had a decent performance in this world cup naman. But being "Ronaldo" and playing a decent game just does not fit and is not right for most people. So now everybody's killing him. Awww the price you have to pay for fame and success. I still think it's not RIGHT. They should know that this is a game and their players can lose any minute even doing their best. This is football maygad. I know they are sad and they breathe football there in their country but France clearly outplayed them that night and the brasillians should respect that. THEIR BOYS WERE AMAZING, STILL THE BEST ON THE PLANET but that moment they weren't lucky. One game did it yes they should understand that. Haaay maybe they would say i don't even understand a single drop of shame and pain that they are feeling right now but FORM THE BOTTOM OF MY WEAK HEART, I'D DIE TO HAVE THOSE BRASILLIAN BOYS PLAYING FOR MY COUNTRY. WAG NYO SILANG TABUYIN! IF YOU DON'T WANT AKIN NA LANG SILA!

wordlcup and surrealism

This night was what i would call...

NATURAL HIGH!

Shit the day started awful from my stupid class and ugh someone's drama, i thought it was going to be like that all through out. It was really bad to the point that Mary went home na. AND DAMNNNN THE FOOTBALL GAME REDEEMED IT.

There were so many people in there like there's a concert or something haha i've always like NSG naman eh but this was different. really. and we got the best seat in the house pa. We were a minority there because a lot of people were rooting for ENGLAND and me, maika and the iranians are for PORTUGAL hahah. It was MOCKING GALORE! super fun! hahah i really thought we WERE GONNA LOSE. England was good and loaded then the score was 0-0 so we were given what we've asked for HAHA PENALTY SHOOUTOUT! HEAVEN YUN FOR FOOTBALL GEEKS LIKE US! So we were up on or knees as in the place was explosive na ang dami tao even those who were passing lang umupo na sa floot grabeh haha then the BEST MOMENT OF THE NIGHT HAPPENED. HAHAH

BEST MOMENT: We were watching the penalty shootout when OUR BIG SCREEN FREAKIN DIED! hahah someone stepped on it! Instead of going mad and shouting ALL OF US STEPPED ON OUR CHAIRS AND TABLES TAPOS WE RUN DUN SA LITTLE TV'S SA CORNERS HAHAH! stampede haha!!! that was love right in there. Pure honesty of the humanity. naks. But it was really surreal for me. it was all because everybody wanted to see if the goal is gonna go in. Hahah then portugal won. we died.

We were ecstatic dude. It's not the football game. It's the people around and how they are all passionate about this one thing. this one thing. It creates no barrier. All races in there. Sabi nga nila if there is one thing na nagkakaintindihan ang lahat ng races sa mundo: sports yun! hahah We were shouting and shouting when we won and it's like when you look at the people around you, it seems like they somehow connect even if you don't know them. All smiles and high fives kahit na you guys dont know each other. Shit sa sports games lang yan. Passion and heart talaga. Not the poser sports fans ha. It was really beautiful. Beautiful game and beautiful moment.

Hahah Maika and i were like WE SHOULD REALLY DO THIS AGAIN okay. Hahah we will watch the next brasil (if they win okay) game. Semi-finals. Wooot. It's gonna be sad next week pag natapos na yung worldcup. Shit after for years na ulet toh haha.

Games = Natural high

long time eh?

Have not updated in a long time, been busy with school, football, boys and dreaming.

School: Can i shout READINGS!!!! I'm bombarded with gazillion readings i swear. Like as if it is something new huh? haha i love love to read but not these boring technical shits for comm stat. I am really not feeling that subject i swear. I love my marketing man class though. My instructor, Ms. Shirin is amazing. and physics? maygad i cannot believe some people actually choose to study that..it's one of the most boring things in this world. My northam was err... disappointing..i wanted to take her and learn..i really want to KARIR that subject you know. I want to learn about cultures. Learning japan now..they are weird and cute and my modern literature class..guess what!!! we are studying TO KILL A MOCKINGBIRD!!! that's like my top 3 all time greats!!! i love love love that masterpiece too pieces! hahah it's like a bible that i have to read every year. read it. it's love.

The BRASIL -GHANA game is LIVE right at this moment and BRASIL currently up 2- 0 via Ronaldo (5') and Adriano (46'). If there is one game i'd like to see live, this would be one of it. I love brasil but i love Ghana too. I wasn't familliar with them before the world cup started but i fell in love watching them, they are inspiring and determined. THEY ARE THE ONLY AFRICAN COUNTRY LEFT IN THE WORLDCUP and it's SAD to see them go. I've seen this clip where their players went home in Ghana for a visit and it's overwhelming really how their countrymen are so supportive. I LOVE LOVE THE AFRICANS! I cheer for them when i watch them. They are so inspiring and happy. It's beautiful. It's sad but it looks like there will be no african nations left after this. Props to BRASIL. woot.

Still waiting for the FRANCE - SPAIN GAME. OFFCOURSE I'M ROOTING FOR FRANCE!!! My beautiful strikers..Trezeguet and Thierry Henry should win it!!! Honestly i think SPAIN has this in the bag but there's still this tiny hope. SPAIN are freakin good. I like them too but not as much as France. I love CESC FABREGAS and RAUL...but i want to see my beautiful french strikers again so they should win this.

I don't like England and Germany. Everybody wants to see them in the finals. NOOO! I want the africans and South americans to win!!! I don't like germany but i love love love LUKAS PODOLSKI (okay exception)!!! He's good and DETERMINED!!! shett 3 goals in his first international competition! anobah i don't like blondies like him pero he is really something! haha

Talking about hotness..if you want to watch football to see hot guys, i suggest you watch an ITALY GAME! Those AZZURIS are hot! Seriously, WALANG PANGET! hahah like everybody there is d0-able! special mention totti, nesta, toni and a lot lot more! :P

I still cannot believe i can't watch games live. I swear if only our country......OK I WILL STOP ABOUT THAT PHILIPPINES AND FOOTBALL ISSUE OK...hahah i just wish our country would experience what the world is feeling right now. It's beautiful. In Brasil, they even close their stock exchange and re-sched the death of their prisoners when there's a game. In africa, kids play football in the streets even their hungry..it's not because of basketball that our country is not good in football ok? PUT THAT IN YOU FREAKIN MIND. I love basketball too, it is also a beautiful game. Pwede naman tayong magbasketball at football diba? there is no problem with that so don't blame basketball why our country is poor in football. It's the organizers or the people behind it here in our country, it is not the game's fault. Sayang kung may exporsure at magandang program land ang football. Siguro hindi na tayo pang #190 + sa rankings in the world diba. Ang dami pa naman magagaleng na players dito. Haaay . Pero i still can't help it not to feel bad when i see the people in other countries in a world cup frenzy. I swear NATURAL HIGH TALAGA YUN!

Shit I SWEAR I SHOULD WATCH THIS ONE LIVE NEXT 2010!!!! or if not..2014 or 2016 hahha siguro naman i'm rich enough to afford it na noh? and old na ren pero i really should. hahahah i swear I WILL WATCH A WORLDCUP BEFORE I DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahaha shit i sound like a crappy sports person up there haha. I can't helpt it football is love!!!

Hahah i crush this certain guy. He's orgasmic i swear. One word? someday! haahah :P

Friends...

I'M SURROUNDED BY POSERS EVERYWHERE.
Shit i want to just get stuck in an island with a sensible person and talk about football, basketball, politics, literature and africa. I swear to God, i am trying my best but i really have low tolerance for morons and poseurs.

Rafael Nadal

I LOVE RAFAEL NADAL!

He just defended and won the French Open Roland Garros 2006! He defeated Roger Fererer 1-6, 6-1, 6-4, 7-6..everybody loves Roger and we want him to win his grandslam but i loveee Rafa... He's very nice to watch...so young and graceful...KING OF CLAY!!!!!!!! And we are both 19 and he's from spain...oh he turned 20 last week..but still.. ..ohmaygad i love him and Marat Safin..my tennis boys...i almost suffocated when i saw rafa biting that trophy.. hormones..shit i am overdosing this blog with sports and athletes haha what can i do..i love them.

Football hotties part I

Since it's the football season and they are one of the most beautiful things in this world. I have to d do this. The hottest testosterones playing that beautiful game.

1. Cristiano Ronaldo - Portugal, manchester united
--->He looks so perfect sometimes he's GROSS. Like eeew you know like sometimes he has gay tendencies already. He's so effin vain too and he knows he's beautiful. Portuguese guys hate him for being too damn goodlookin and every girl in the world who knows football wants a piece of Ronaldo's tatas. Where the hell did he get those genes???









2. Kaka - Brazil, AC Milan
---> The brazillian boy wonder. The best looking guy in that wonderful brazil team. Did not like him at first but he grows on you. He has weird fierce eyes like they are too cute and at the sometime powerful. And come on how in the world can you not love a guy as good lookin as he is and at the same time named KAKA?





3. David Trezeguet - France, Juventus
---> I WANT TO MARRY THIS FRENCH GUY. I seriously want to have his babies. He's not the best looking of all but he's on the top of my book. I mean i know im biased with kalbo and tan looking guys but there's this stillness in him that i want like it's not too much and he's still a guy. I like like like looking at him and how his features came to exist into one. I love love him....coucou.





4. Thierry Henry - France, Arsenal
---> Come on we all know it. HENRY IS SEX. Nuff' said.





5. Ilhan Mansiz - Turkey
--> Turkish delight. I don't know anything about Turkey aside from yilmaz bektas and istanbul, well atleast another thing to love about that country. ILHAN MANSIZ IS HOT!





Okay that;s all for now. Let's relax our hormones first. Mine is too tired. This is just one reason to love that beautiful game. More testosterones next time.

dreams

I promise myself i am gonna study hard and GET REALLY RICH and i'll go to brasil, portugal, argentina, spain, angola, iran, spain, mexico and morocco and the whole damn central america. I want culturesss!!!! i want to breathe theirs! shitt that's like food, you know thinking about that. I swear to God i am gonna get rich and i'll use my money to fulfill this even for four months and then i'll come back..i do not care if i get empty handed after basta i'll make it happen. Shit i think about his everytime i wake up in the morning and that for the fact itself means i have to do it.

wordlcup and footballers

I have 30 units this sem. Watch me die. I'm gonna one of the most boring persons in the next 6 months. Stupid online enlistment. I hate those fuckin reg, makes me wanna run for SEB and fire all those gee dee bees in there. Talk about manners? huh atleast just for 5 seconds.

FOOTBALL..nagkakagulo yung buong mundo ngayon dahil sa worldcup tapos yung pilipinas..wala.. boo.. stupid country..ughh i don't want to talk about that overdose of basketball shit...i hate basketball now.. my boys were all eliminated..and i was arguing with my brother about football and the Philippines..he said it could never happen..i mean even if daw..i told him no..andami kayang magagaleng dyan...problema lang walang support,fund at exposure..kung gawin kaya nilang parang basketball.. i'm sure may mangyayari..sayang yung mga talent..


Prediction...shempre brasil...with argentina and germany close. Pero ang unpredictable, a lot of things can happen...i just want to see it..boo solar..they have it in paperview pero ang mahal.. and i don't want to pay..let's see what happens with the venues though..I want to see the hotties!!! footballers are sex!

Kaka, morientes, owen, rio ferdinand, del pierro, aimar, christiano ronaldo, henry, mansiz ....shett ilhan mansiz...and trezeguet..oh my god David trezeguet!!! i can't look at you and not cringe..i want to have your babies!!!!! too bad some of them won't play..and can i just say i love ronaldhino.. kahit na he's not very nice to look at..he's the sweetest thing... i love him.. and now let's put show some testosterone


damn these french hotties




i want! shett my hormones..



ooh footballers = testosterone


i've been bumming around lately..being fat and lazy..i'm so charging for school which will start in two weeks...i've finished lost, grey's anatomy and a lot lot more... heheh productive break.. i love lost but grey's anatomy is love..i swear i always get this giddy feeling after every episode..i mean with lost.u want to look at sawyer and jack and see the next one but that's it..with grey's..i'm like happy and shit hahha and looking forward to it..ang gaan kasi panoorin.. and shit yeah i want go to morocco!!!!

my heart

BWISEEETTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT
Shit IF I ONLY KNEW. I HATE IT. God....it is really not good to be obsessed with something.. it's going to kill you big time in the end...fuck i hate it. bwiset. bwiset ka. fuckkkkkkkkkkkkk i am gonna win okay. shett