IMC LIFE.

My last two weeks was purely occupied by IMC LIFE, a good friend of mine and my struggle to get some sleep. Last week has been crazy. Had major presentations and gazillion requirements the whole week. 4 of us cried last friday, which was the big day. It was so funny how i embarrased myself in the comm. lab because Marcus, my laptop was not cooperating and the third world printer in the comm. lab was being a bitch. But i was able to pass my paper though kahit na sabog. Haay my commsoc is so kawawa. I swear. I will really have to do something and strive more and more effort for that subject. It is a good one. I'm just really irresponsible sometimes. Comm.law has been haunting my academic life. I AM SO SCARED OF THAT SUBJECT. Like i dread everything about it. Now i'm really catching up because i missed our first quiz worth 50 freakin points because i was too tamad and sabog to deal with her and that subject.

But despite the adversity in the academic side..my social life has been good especially with my blockmates.. i love my SCL.

My IMC Principles presentation was okay. Could've been better but i expected worse. We worked hard for this

I Love my CONSUMER INSIGHT CONTI'S presentation and Groupmates... i love being with kristia(idol..Miss IMC) and Check..Jem and Jc are cool too.. they're cool geeks so it was fun.. haay sana lahat ng presentations namen ganito kadali and kasaya ang kagaling.

That long hiatus...

readings

Sorry for the vacation. I've been busy living Dr.K's "you're gonna study like you've never studied before" life. My life has been nothing but ENDLESS PILES OF THICK ASS READINGS. and this will continue until i graduate. Echoing my brother's endless mockery "Hahah magbabasa ka na lang habang buhay!"Comm law is officially my hatest IMC subject. Okay now i know i won't take up law. So much for that idea...atleast being in love with it. Now i know it is clear.

My other majors has been lovely. Tiring but really paying off. Atleast now i'm getting a slight gist of what i got myself into and it has been good lately.

Thierry Henry is now in Barcelona. So much for my arsenal. I like barca but henry and arsenal is different. Well good luck.

Have you seen transformers? now is that a lovely movie or what? i love love love that film. Loved every minute. Shia is wonderful. Megan is hotshit. Sucre! hahah and the robots were wonderful too.. now i'm interested in knowing those stuff.. i want a bumble bee.

Well the movie ending made me think again. Like pan's labyrinth..the film mindfucked me again. Optimus prime i love you. heheh.

Someone mentioned that Optimus Prime reminds her of Tim Duncan? hahah now i know why i love both.

Proud moment

Today, i got one of the highest grades in my first ever Dr.K exam.
Haha chamba?
i hope i can keep this up. Dr.k is tough but so far it looks like Comm law is leading the "most dreadful subject" title. My teachers in my other majors are all cool. I like Dr. K , Ichay and my PR teacher. Others are fine too. Geeky mode lately. I'm gonna study like i have never studied before. :P

the

Dark. Basketball. Tall. Sports. Kenyon. Math. Chinky. Pop culture. Quiet. Wrestling. Sports again. Hahah yeah.

OUR 4TH RING BABY

CHAMPS AGAIN!
CONGRATS TO MY SAN ANTONIO SPURS!

I LOVE LOVE MY BOYS!

CONGRATS TO TONY FOR WINNING THE FINALS MVP! Lucky guy? hehe

I AM SO HAPPY FOR THE VETERANS ESPECIALLY FINLEY! HE FINALLY GOT HIS FIRST RING AFTER 12 YEARS!

FUTURE HALL OF FAMER BIG SHOT ROB SHOWING OFF THE NUMBER OF CHAMPIONSHIP HE HAS ACCOMPLISHED. :p

AND TO TIM DUNCAN, WHO OWNS MY HEART AND IS ALSO

A FUTURE HALL OF FAMER AND THE GREATEST POWER FORWARD EVER!

YOU REALLY DESERVE EVERYTHING THAT YOU'RE ACCOMPLISHING IN LIFE FOR BEING SUCH AN AMAZING HUMAN BEING. I SWEAR TO GOD, I WILL INTRODUCE YOU TO MY KIDS!

THANK YOU TIMMY!

My spurs has never failed me. Such a classy organization. They make everything sound so easy. They're a testament how a GROUP can work and be on top. Unbelievable discipline, organization, intelligence and will. Coach Pop is one of the greatest. I really have nothing but love for what this team have become since 97.


I don't hate Lebron. Kudos for being such a class act the whole series for not whining and dissing the spurs. I think i like you but this is funny...

:P

Now all i want is a repeat next year.

THE PAST FEW WEEKS...

1) MY APPEAL WAS APPROVED. Yes loves, i'm going to take my majors and take my last year (Hopefully) in college. So many issues and dramas. Appeal letters. Talking to Tantuico, Torralba and God knows who. Losing hope. Considering LOA and call center-ing haha. Explaining it to my parents. 4 hour explanation. My friends not losing hope and i love love them for this because they did it for me and the others who were also allowed to proceed. I love you guys and your parentals again for this. I've learned so much in this experience. I still think we all deserve this that's why it was given to us. I deserved it. I worked my ass out in my 3 year stay to get this one. Thank you.

2) DRIVING. I can drive. Been driving the past few weeks. My driving course will end this week too.. got three hours left. I've been okay..just having a big problem with the nerves and the intersection. Crap i get really pressured when it's my turn to cross the intersection and everybody is just waiting for me to get the hell out of their way. Hahah i'm chickenshit. My instructor said i'm a fast learner though. I'm good in manuevering and highway driving (no traffic) and i suck at changing lanes and uphill driving. I will get through this.. i've already accepted the fact that I WILL DRIVE A STICK SHIFT AND NOT AN AUTOMATIC.

3) My spurs are up 2-0 against Lebron James and the CAVS in the NBA FINALS. My boys are playing good basketball. It is so nice watching them sort of demonstrating a basketball clinic. Such a graceful, organized and disciplined organization. They know what should be done and they do it well. Go spurs go. Win 1 one game in Cleveland please.

4) RAFAEL NADAL WINNING THE FRENCH OPEN AGAIN. I like Roger too but Rafa is love.

CONGRATZ AND BELATED!

VAMOS RAFA!!! TRULY THE KING OF CLAY!

School will start this thursday. Watch me study and get focused like I HAVE NEVER BEEN in my entire 20 years of existence. This is game time. Like in the playoffs.. it is either WIN OR GO HOME.

antaray ng lola mo

Ang saya saya ko pag nakikita ko to..hahah


Zahara Jolie Pitt, so chica!
She hates the paparazzi! Antaray! i love love her expressions

driving

OMG had my first day of driving lessons.
I SUCKED AND I DIED.
It is so embarrassing. I AM CHICKEN SHIT!
IT IS MUCH HARDER THAN IT LOOKS.
Had a really hard time making "timpla" the clutch and gas combination. That damn gas pedal is so sensitive. But the biggest embarrassment was my overflowing NERVES! I was like shouting "ohmaygadohmaygad" every 5 freakin seconds while maneuvering my way in the deadly third world highway. Buti na lang my instructor was patient kahit na he is kinda weird. It was super scary sa intersection maygad. I'm having a really hard time concentrating when there's like cars, people and stuff along the way. I panic a lot and my engine shuts off like every freakin moment. Hahah i can do this. I HAVE TO. God help me.
Driving has been a lifelong dream.

Other news: MY BOYS ARE BACK IN THE NBA FINALS!
My San Antonio spurs are waiting for the winner of the Pistons/Cavs series. Crap i don't know who i prefer as long as my spurs win. Duncan really deserves his 4th title. He has been phenomenal. I love my superstar nerd. Yes, he's the first NBA SUPERSTAR NERD. He has killer basketball skills and IQ and he loves Dungeons and dragons all those video games. I love love Timmy.

film film film

CRAP. FILM SCHOOL. FILM FILM FILM. I WANNA WORK IN THE MOVIE INDUSTRY SOMEDAY. MY MOTHER WILL KILL ME BUT FILM FILM FILM. OMG. I WANNA CRY.

WATCHING THIS TRAILER MAKES ME CRY. FILM FILM FILM. I WANT TO.

bratty bitch

Stop pretending that you're down and shit and that you have the most miserable life in the world. Some people are more fucked up and living a more fucked up life than you are. Sometimes i just really want to strangle you.

i love kurdt

Wendy (Kurt's hot mom) knocked on her son's hotel room at noon, Kurt answered in his underwear, looking like hell. Courtney love was still under the covers. The room was so messed up. "Kurt why don't you get a maid in here? Wendy asked. "He can't." replied Courtney. "They steal his underwear."

-->circa 1992 "smells like teen spirit" was a worldwide hit and anthem

the people that you never get to love again and again

It is not new that i get attracted to weird, eccentric, musician-artist types, and most of the time depressed and twisted too. And my normal friends would often ask why but i could not give them any answer, because i do not even know why and even if i tell and explain it to them, they would not give me a chance anyway.

I got a hold of Kurt Cobain's biography "heavier than heaven" by Charles Cross last week and i have to say that this book is prolly one of the most mind boggling shit i've read. I cannot not stop and pause after reading a few pages, then i'm back then the cycle happens again. I love Kurt , every sad little pieces of him. Then i stumbled upon this statement that one of his girlfriends have said about him..

"Kurt made women want to nurture and protect him. He was a paradox in that way, because he also could be brutally and intensely strong; yet at the same time he could appear fragile and delicate."

I got my answer. Then i started smiling and loved Kurt even more. Kurt, if only i had the chance to meet you, i would have given you the love that you've been asking for.

sodomy

Everybody is coming out.
Next day you know, your girl friend is with another girl and the guy you've been eyeing on is banging another guy. What's happening to the world???

Sirius

I just finished reading HP order of the phoenix and i can't stop thinking about it.
So i've never been actually affected by the previous potter books as much as this one.
You know i have this habit of not reading the latest HP books until the movie's about to come out like now..the movie is coming out in like 50days so i started reading just now and this is my favorite potter book so far because Sirius Black died in here. It sucks yeah but it is where his wonderfulness was really shown. Shit now i'm addicted to the black family. Bellatrix even intrigues me and she's gonna be played by the freakin wonderful Helena Bonham Carter! I love that woman! The woman who'll play Tonks is cool too! I cannot wait for the film. Sirius is my favorite HP character along side Ron Weasley, Nymphadora Tonks and Loony Lovegood. Shit Rowling is really a genius and she's damn rich. I think i'm gonna break my habit. I'm gonna read the half blood prince soon.

Today, i got up at 230pm. Pigged out. Watch tv. Cooked chicken pesto with my brother. Everybody liked it. Summer is over but my vacation just started.

another news: AC MILAN WON THE CHAMPIONS LEAGUE OVER LIVERPOOL!



2-1 win both by Inzaghi! that man is good! I love milan and i do not like the English teams except for Arsenal! I'm so happy for KAKA! He deserves it!

Check this out...

WHILE HIS TEAM WAS PARTYING, LOOK AT HIM!!!

How in the world can you not love this man? Such an amazing human being!

KAKA IS INDEED LOVE!!!

break

Summer school ends today.
Two subjects but it feels like three.
I swear IPD-CSR is HASSLE. I actually like math better and coming from me, that is saying something! hahah. Read to succeed! :P

Yesterday we had an IMC get together with both the SCL and SDL at jayjay's. We were late because i had an awful day with my math presentation and exam plus Kit had a meeting with Esi, the coach of the RP futsal team. So i thought i was not going to make it then kit left me.. but then Hamid picked me up to be with Kit and the futsal guys. Hamid is so funny as hell. I swear that guy says the darnest things! Esi, kit's sort of boss was really nice and funny. They're all nice pleasant people. Then they dropped us off at the dinner. Wow a lot of people came. It was not bad, for a first time event that was not school connected.


But school is done. One more big event to come. I am really praying for this one because i think i deserve it and i am right. So please give it to me.

My spurs are up 2-0 against the Jazz. Boring series. And here's something i found from my fellow spurs dorks.



Enjoy. This will prolly the last time. Hahah he's my favorite in the world and he rarely does things like this. You know he's the serious, blank stare, get the things done person. I love it.

i love this game

My San Antonio spurs finally won over the unbelievable phoenix suns. I have so much respect for the suns, they are a great team and it seemed like they really want it. I'd love to see this suns team win a title someday. My spurs are gonna face the Utah Jazz for the western conference finals while my detroit pistons are going over Lebron and the cavs for the eastern finals. People are talking about another SPURS-PISTONS FINALS in the making. I swear to God, that would kill me. Not because they are boring, as what others are saying. I LOVE DEFENSE AND HARD FOUGHT SHOTS! It is like football. Heheh and the fact that they're both my loveys and I'd really hate to see and cheer for DUNCAN at the expense of sheed, rip and the boys. But I really badly want TIM and the boys to get their 4th title. So i guess i'll ask heaven to give cavs the east and the spurs to win it all. Please please please. Timmy really deserves it.

btw, the spurs-sun series resulted into another testosterone obsession.

I LOVE THIS SHY BRAZILIAN BOY!

He used to sell fruits and vegies in the streets of brasil!
Alavet!

just do it

20 now.
that sucks because i love it when i say i am 19.
19 is a pretty number. Don't you think?
I am old.
It's been cool. I'm slowly discovering who my real friends are and who i can be friends with till i get 60. It's hard cause i can be very picky. I'm occasionally very friendly and i don't choose people that i'm going to talk to but i choose my friends. Yeah i do.
Crap. I still want to do so many things. Like the list last year has not changed. Cause i was watching too much last year not doing it. Sports ad are really the greatest. I love that person who discovered nike's tagline.
Roanna, your goal this year is to just do it.

lately

The election last may 14 was crazy.
I wasn't able to vote. Not registered. Yes shoot me.
I'm an irresponsible citizen.
Hahah i have my prospects though.

Results are not yet done. But the opposition is leading. I'm not surprised.
Pacquiao lost to Darlene. Well, this incident proves that the people in General Santos are not dumb after all. Yes, Darlene is so rhetoric and all but i want pacquiao to freakin kill in the boxing ring and not be one of the government's puppet. And how about Chiz Escudero fighting over the top spot with Loren Legarda? people say he's nothing but lip service but i actually like watching him in the tv. The man is quite amusing. I just hope he PERFORMS well as a lawmaker and not just be all talk. As what Fred lim, the new mayor of Manila to be(He's winning right?) said.. "Ayaw Ko na sa senado..puro balitaktakan at Debate lang doon.. i'm an ACTION MAN" after leaving his remaining term as a senator to be the mayor of Manila. I just hope our future lawmakers would just do that you know...talk and act..not just talk and talk.

Melinda Doolittle was canned in American idol today leaving Jordin and Blake in the finale. I knew it was coming. She got Yamined. But i expected it. Jordin is okay but i want a Blake win. Survivor Fiji also ended with Earl winning the million dollars. This season is indeed the most IDIOT-INFESTED survivor season EVER. Lots of really stupid decisions. I cannot wait for Survivor China.

The playoffs? has been torturing me lately. Crap. I am so scared. So many controversies with my spurs and they are LOSING to the suns. I WANT NOTHING BUT FOR TIMMY AND THE SPURS TO GET THEIR 4TH TITLE. Okay now i'm getting depressed again, ill stop now.

Finals next week. Have to kill it again, as always. I have to fix and face a lot of stuff after next week though. Please pray for me.

tell me

Today while riding a cab...

Me: Manong, doon po near sa makati- mandaluyong bridge..malapit sa ilog..
Cab driver: Ah doon ba...naliligo ka ba sa ilog?
Me: (surprised) HA?? ano po?
Cab driver: Kung naliligo ka ba dun sa pasig ilog kasi malapit ka doon diba?
Me: Hahah hindi po noh..
Cab driver: Eh nung bata ka pa?
Me: Hahah hindi rin po noh.. hindi po kahit kelan...

Okay i have a question..MUKHA BA KONG NALILIGO SA ILOG? hahah cause that's what that incident told me. Hahah alavet.

Eargasm: Radin

One of my recent discoveries. This man and his music is dreamy.






He's lovely. Thanks to Zach Braff again for this.

Diego Corrales

RIP Chico.

Diego was killed in a motorcycle accident today.
He was 29.
Sadness.
He was one of my favorite boxers.
He has the biggest heart in the world.
Heart.
this man.
that fight with Castillo will always be in my all time list.

today

I went straight to school without sleeping again. Been doing my IPD take home exam about some CSR programming shit this weekend. It's cool but hassle. It is something you really have to plan, think about etc. i would have loved to kill that exam cause CSR is good but too many things bothering me lately as always so i ended up finishing A really CRAPPY WORK. The hardest part was when i was in the middle of that "crap, my brain cells are not working but i have a few hours to finish this shit" when i caught the SPURS-SUNS GAME 1 LIVE AT 3:30 AM. I did not know that but it was love. So it ATE UP ALL MY TIME and it was really hard you know working and watching your boys in a do or die game.. it was good..i hope i pass that Exam..my work was so crappy.

GAME 1
that's playoff basketball. The game was so good. Everyone would agree with me. off course it is cool watching the leagues best offensive team versus the best defensive one. Collision. As much as i love love AMARE with all my heart and hormones and barbosa amuses me and i respect steve nash so much. I want the suns to lose. Well they did. 111-106. Close fight.. honestly the tempo was kinds weird cause it's like high scoring at the same time a very defensive one like every shot is contested. The calls were funny. and yeah STATS GALORE!

Timmy 33 Points, 16 rebs
Tony 32 points , 8 assists
Amare 21 points, 18 rebs

Nash had a great game too but they still lost by a nose.

that was intense. The bleeding would not stop. I swear it was weird but watching Nash during that moment was love. I really really respect this player so much. Class act. Tony had that huge nasty shit on his forehead too. I cannot wait for game 2. Go go timmy, piss of the haters!!!!

and yeah it was free cut when i went to school.. i took a cab pa that early.. bummed out with isobel..then struggled to get up but finally emerged victorious and i showed up in my afternoon math class..lol but i could not see the board cause i was seated at the back...grrr exams na this fri..i better catch up.

I BOUGHT 6 BOOKS LAST WEEK.
6 GOOD ONES.
I NEED TIME.

and current obsession..the tv show

FRIDAY NIGHT LIGHTS IS ULTIMATE LOVE!

Too bad it does not get much air time..but this show is really good..super underrated... i thought it's gonna be some teeny bopper high school shit but it was recommended by my uber smart and cool friends so i tried it and i got owned!!!!.. writing was good, great cinematography too..i love love matt saracen and tim higgins! huhu i wish you could relate.. HAHAH this show clearly OWNS the o.c and one tree hill!!!

i love this time of the year

NBA is in a roll right now.
Awesome awesome first round playoff results.
The defending champs Miami heat was swept by the Chicago bulls.
The lakers lost to my Amare and phoenix suns.
MY SPURS won against the great Denver nuggets with Melo and AI.
then today history took place when the 8th seeded and underrated golden state warriors defeated the number one seeded Dallas mavericks. I love love this win. The warriors are so fun to watch, i love their crowd. I am so happy for them and their fans.

Crossing my fingers on the suns/spurs series. I love both teams but my heart belongs to the spurs. I am so afraid for my boys. My Amare is always possessed and Steve nash is flawless and we're not talking about, barbosa, marion etc. yet. I believe in Coach pop, timmy and the boys. I know they know what they need to do.

So for now..i found these great stuff from my fellow basketball geeks..



Priceless!!!!


and off course..i cannot miss a playoff series without posting an entry about MR. MARC CUBAN. These are from my fellow basketball dorks who's fond of seeing the amazing Mr. Cuban get pissed and gone fishing.

I LOVE THIS GAME!!!

when it hits you

An emotionally healthy person will attract and be attracted to another emotionally healthy person. An emotionally unhealthy person will attract and be attracted to another emotionally unhealthy person too.

yes folks, i'm doomed.

NBA PLAYOFFS

IT'S THE PLAYOFFS!!!

Rooting for My Spurs to win it all.
If things does not go well, then i'd love to see detroit again or if really unlucky then i'd love the suns to get their title.

I can't wait to watch my boys. Go go go! win win win!









Let us beat the crap out of those MAVS AND LAKERS!!! KOBE DIE!!! haha

PROUD DORK!!!!

What Be Your Nerd Type? Your Result: Social Nerd You're interested in things such as politics, psychology, child care, and peace. I wouldn't go so far as to call you a hippie, but some of you may be tree-huggers. You're the type of people who are interested in bettering the world. You're possible the least nerdy of them all; unless you participate in other activies that paled your nerdiness compared to your involvement in social activities. Whatever the case, we could still use more of you around. ^_^
Literature Nerd
Musician
Artistic Nerd
Gamer/Computer Nerd
Anime Nerd
Science/Math Nerd
Drama Nerd
What Be Your Nerd Type? Quizzes for MySpace

Equatorials March 2007

My IMC batchmates.

Watch us die and become ugly this coming semester.
Hooray to Extra joss, baccus, century tuna and Katinko!

WHAT'S YOUR TRUE NATIONALITY?

British
[ ] You drink a lot of tea
[ ] You know what a brolly is
[ ] Deal or No Deal has taken over your life
[ ] You wanted Ben to win X Factor
[ ] You use the word "bugger" or the phrase "bloody hell"
[] Fish and Chips are yummy
[x] You can eat a Full English Breakfast
[ ] You dislike EMOS! Almost as much as you dislike chavs
[x] It's football... not soccer!

Total = 2

Australian
[x] You wear flip flops all year
[x] You call flip flops thongs not flip flops
[ ] You love a backyard barbie
[x] You know a barbie is not just a doll
[x] You love the beach
[x] Sometimes you swear without realizing
[x] You're a sports fanatic
[ ] You are tanned
[ ] You're a bit of a bogan
[x] You have an australian something (shirt, phone sock, etc.)

Total = 7

Italian
[ ] The Sopranos is a great show
[ ] Your last name ends in a vowel
[x] Your grandmother makes her own sauces
[ ] You know how a real meatball tastes like
[ ] You know Italian songs
[x] You have dark hair and dark eye color
[ ] You speak some italian
[x] You are under 5'10"
[x] Pizza/spaghetti is the best food in the world
[x] You talk with your hands

Total = 5

Mexican
[ ] You say "member" instead of "remember"
[ ] You speak Spanish or know some
[x] You like tacos
[ ] yoU TyPe lIkE ThIs On Da CoMpUtEr
[ ] You are dark skinned
[x] You know what a Puta is
[x] You talk fast occasionally
[x] You have had highlights or dyed your hair
[ ] You know what platanos are

Total = 4

Russian
[ ] You say villian as (Uh, I think this part got cut...)
[x] You get short tempered
[x] You know of somebody named Natasha
[ ] You get cold easily
[x] Rain is fun for you
[ ] You get into contests all the time
[x] You can easily make do with the cold weather

Total = 4

Irish
[ ] You love to drink
[x] You have a bad temper
[ ] Your last name starts with a Mc OR Murph or O' or Fitz or ends with a ley, on, un, an, ins, ry, ly, y
[ ] You have blue or green eyes
[x] You like the color green
[ ] You have been to a St. Patty's day party
[ ] You have a family member from Ireland
[ ] You have blonde hair
[x] You have/had freckles
[x] Your family get togethers always include drinking and/or singing

Total = 4

African American
[x] You say nigga/nukka casually
[ ] You have nappy hair
[x] You like rap
[ ] You know how to shoot a gun
[ ] You think President George Walker Bush is racist
[x] You like chicken
[x] You like watermelon
[ ] You can dance (I'd like to think I can...)
[ ] You can sing gospel

Total = 4

Asian
[x] You have slanty/small eyes
[x] You like rice a lot
[ ] You are good at Math
[x] You have played the piano
[x] You have family from Asia
[x] You laugh sometimes covering your mouth
[x] Most people think you're chinese
[x] You call hurricanes, typhoons
[ ] You go to Baulko

Total = 7

German
[x] You like bread
[x] You think American chocolate is good
[ ] You speak some German
[ ] You know what Schnitzel is
[ ] You hate it when stupid people call you a Nazi
[x] You went to pre-school
[ ] You're over or more than a 5'2"

Total = 3

I AM:

1.) it's a TIE!!! yes!! huwattt? :P
Asian - loud and proud!
Australian - it is the water!!!!

2.)Italian - I knew it. Somewhere hidden inside me is umm hotness !

3.)Tie between Mexican, russian, irish and african-american

and yeah German comes next.

You see this thing just proved how 'worldly' and 'cultured' i am! naks! in tagalog pang U.N at Benetton talaga ko!!!

that day

Please bear with me because i'm having a eureka moment but i really think i'm going to marry someone like Zach Braff..or i won't get married at all if the man is not like him. We just think alike. I don't know butI think that's very important. Like thinking alike? Okay.. so he's like the biggest dork ever but dorks are 'in' nowadays anyway so i think someone like him will do just fine. We can be like Gwyneth Paltrow and Chris Martin who also secretly became one of my objects of affection like ages ago. He wrote Yellow, so i think that piece of work is enough for him to be crushable. And i revealed to my best friend that i liked him the day they announced he was dating Gwyneth. Haha and i remember his "I can't believe it..she's a big star and i'm just this geeky bloke from coldplay." I love you Chris. So please lord, give me someone like Zach Braff or Liam Gallagher without the muted intellect or Adam Sandler so i can hold the remote control and watch all my gayness. Please i won't be maldita na. I won't look for kabuhayan showcase hotties anymore, pramis.

bored...i love music surveys

1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense. NO CHEATING!


How are you feeling today?
Throw it away - Toby Rand

Will you get far in life?
Son of a preacher man - Dusty Springfield

How do your friends see you?
I'll be over you - Toto

Will you get married?
Say it - Voices of theory

What is your life's theme song?
Think of Laura -mymp

What is the story of your life?
So into you - Tamia
What was high school like?
Wonderwall - Oasis

How can you get ahead in life?
Faith - Limp Bizkit

What is tomorrow going to be like?
Balon malalim - Juan Dela Cruz Band

What is the best thing about your friends?
Take another little piece of me - Janis Joplin

What is in store for the next weekend?
Got what you need - eve

What song best describes you?
Simbang gabi - Parokya ni Edgar

How is your life going?
The middle - Jimmy eat world

What song will play at your funeral?
Escape - Enrique Iglesias

How does the world see you?
Breakdown - Mariah Carey

Will you have a happy life?
Flying away (slow version) - Moony

What do your friends really think of you?
One love - Prodigy

What song describes the person you're attracted to?
Someday - The strokes

What message would you like to tell the next generation?
Ex-factor - Lauryn Hill

Do you have a deep dark secret?
Drift - Forty foot echo

when i grow up.

I think i'm gonna have a brain damage someday.

Regina said it

I hear in my mind.
All of these voices.
and it breaks my heart.
breaks my heart.

losing

Our hotel christmas ad that got the worst grade.



it was sad.

weirdness

People really change.
Like when you meet someone for the first time and you tell yourself how awesome he or she is and you're excited to build a special bond with him/her because you simply just love the way he/she is. You know the usual "Wow, she's cool!." "Wow I LOVE HER! SHE'S GAY." "oh i think we can be really friends in a long time." and you're really really excited to be enlightened by that person.You see in my 19 years of existence, that's what i have been doing. Observing and appreciating what will move me. As what doctor Izzie Stevens said in grey's anatomy..she's never been anything in her life but a watcher. I am a watcher. I meet this person, observe, verdict. Move on and watch again. It is just weird how everyone i have encountered and fell in love with lately change even like after 3 years? Yes even the most amazing ones that once made you believe that there is really luck and everyone is bound to be happy, err still change. I guess the world will not really change for me. All people have their moments and their actions will always be based on themselves. I think i've been like this too, i have failed most of the people that I've met who once thought i am someone they can cherish for the rest of their lives. Maybe we're just really like that. Well the last person who has never failed me left me and my whole barkada to go in a far far away place. Away from us without even telling us. One day she came back with the biggest smile and she's ugh..all married, happy and peaceful. It's sad because i have never really appreciated who she was during the time that we were together. She's always the weird one in our group like we will always laugh at what she was thinking or what she was going to do. One thing i realized after she left, that she's the only one who has never judged me. She's my Kwan in Amy Tan's the hundred secret senses and my one and only stargirl. Crap. I miss her so much. She's the complete opposite of this superficiality that i am experiencing right now. I am really just trying to survive everyday of my stupid little life. Like sometimes i'm in class then something would hit me, then i'll tell myself "what the hell am i doing here?" or those moments when i'm with the people that i hang out with then something would hit me again then ill tell myself "why the fuck am i with these people and what the hell are we doing?" i don't know maybe it is just me but whatever it is, i really just want something different. I want all the amazing people to stay the way they are till the moment they die, i don't ever want to see their changes. I want to feed this desire inside me that i can't seem to find. I've always thought that even if i tend to be judgmental, feisty, annoying and whiny, i still have the biggest heart in the world. That is something no one can take away from me. What i love, i love truly. I guess the problem really lies in the fact that there is nothing or no one worth loving in this world. People, they're really strange. Or maybe my standards are bottomless.I guess there is no really such thing as ENOUGH...the glass is indeed bottomless. In everything, all we always want is MORE.

Omg, i am horrible.

mindfuck

Mindfuck is a slang term which describes a work that uses literary devices such as nonlinear storytelling and plot twists in order to present convoluted yet nonconflicting themes.

One of the most well known examples of a mindfuck is FIGHT CLUB, one of my favorite works ever. ever.
I remember i used the term mindfuck before about this certain person, i remember texting my shorty "he mindfucked me!" several times. Now i realized what mindfuck truly is. So he did not really mindfuck me that time, he owned me. Just that time. I always get owned once in a while, i am that gullible and stupid.

Other notable examples of mindfuck are non other than the works that i breathed and loved such as A clockwork orange, being John Malkovich, Adaptation, Donnie Darko, Mulholland drive, Memento and the masterpiece requiem for a dream.

I want to be succesful in mindfucking people but when i try i always ended up looking dumb and STRANGE in a really bad way. I love men who's good in mindfucking. Michael Scofield in prison break can definitely mindfuck someone. Marcus Flutie too. I know this certain guy who can do it too, but he does not take a bath. So yeah.

i wanna get mindfucked, Mindfuck me!!!!

smashed. i am.

IMC has been owning me lately. TOO much presentation and documentary. Lots of frustration and patience. I am so smashed. I even have a print ad due after christmas break, that means i have to work during the break..and the media literacy documentary.. we have to kill that one..i swear. KILL.I feel so bad about my CAS subjects. I have sort of neglected them because of IMC. It's like my only subjects are my 2 majors and medieval literature! hahah i can't not be good there. I breathe lit. Hahah I LOVE LOVE THAT CLASS! i swear, it's love. Hahah *wink*

Just attended the IMC christmas break. It was fun. FOOOD trip with my SCL!!! i love SCL! we are all gay! hahah we presented 3 spoof video commercials. They love it but offcourse the seniors won. It was fun. Competition galore.

i am so tired. i chose this. Hahahah. die.

The last of the mohicans

This is probably one of the MOST INTENSE scene i've ever seen in a movie. I can't stop watching it. I've played it 12 times now.I can watch this like once everyday. It's so beautiful. Everything in here is perfect. The action, situation, the setting, the music and the story. I love love this movie. I remember i was a little girl when my mom and dad watched this and i still do not care much that time but i was just in the corner watching with them though i could not really understand everything yet but i remember this particular scene. It was so real that i carried it within me until now.

Yes. I remember this so much. The "I will find you" scene has been a part of my dreams. I was a little girl. It's a love story.

This movie is love.

Tim Duncan

I'm so pissed.

Okay, i get so EMOTIONAL when i talk about TIM DUNCAN or anything regarding him. I respect the man so much that any kind of stupidity associated with him makes me wanna effin shoot someone. I swear.

Duncan>Garnett!!!!! Ok???

Let us stop comparing them because it is effin clear! This was debateable a long long time ago but now, it is not even a question! Tim Duncan clearly OWNS Kevin Garnett! Come on, a TRUE basketball fan would know this. A TRUE basketball and Kevin Garnett fan would know this. Don't even give me the "Duncan had a better supporting cast than KG" crap. Duncan made THAT team. He made that team better. Yes, Tony, Manu and the other spurs were talented but TD made them more effective. Put TD away and that team would be different. Put KG in that team and it would not even be the same! It's more than Duncan's consistensy and fundamental skills! It is who he is as a human being! He creates so much in that team that his statistics would not even give justice to what he has done for that team! Do you think the spurs would have been that succesful and effective if their star player were some statistics whore who does not care about anything but being the number one player in that league, mvp or the leading scorer? that team has been so smooth and steady in the last few years and TD played a major role on that. It's not generally his "basketball skills", it is his spirit and attitude that everybody in that team respects! The SA spurs knows who TD is, he is not your usual showtime player and his teammates respect that! He is a role model and his team believed in him! How he behaves, how he deals with things, how he thinks and they all follow him because they respect and believed in him! You notice how succesful that franchise had been? their players do not get in trouble off the court, they all listen to coach Pop, they're very organized. TD reflects what his team is! His spirit and attitude has spread out in that entire team!

and it's not like KG's supporting cast were that BAD! He had spree, hudson, wally, cassell etc. come on you could have done something with that other than the usual first round exits and a one time stint in the WCF. and maybe the twolves had been more succesful if they had more CAP SPACE that has always been entirely eaten by KG's FAT SALARY! TD has been an underpaid player half his career, considering what he has done for that team. But he does not care because TD wants nothing but to WIN! He played that game TO WIN!

Others play to get triple double, to be on the highlight reel, to be the scoring champ, be the mvp but TD plays TO WIN! When you play to win, EVERYTHING ELSE FOLLOWS! TD played to win and so he got his mvp, and won the championship! Those individual achievements like the MVP would be so much easy if you play to win because it will eventually come without you trying so hard to get it.

I'm no KG hater. I respect the man's unbelievable talent but i am just trying to lay in what should be to shut up those idiots who still cannot accept that unless KG jumps on another Super star's tail, he will be ringless for the rest of his career and because TD deserved it! Yes, i hate kobe bryant like hell but he is definitely better than tracy mcgrady, the man who i wanted to marry since high school ok? let's think out of the box here, Charles Barkley knows, Jason Kidd knows, you all know it. If you really do know your basketball, it is clear. Duncan>Garnett.

and since we're comparing here, let's quote what Rosen had said:

"Garnett , like webber, are like the coward lion
they'd be monsters if they only had a heart!

Did not the twolves want to trade KG or he demanded it? I heard that the management is tired of their usual first round exit and wanted to revamp and the first thing they need to do is get a big cap to create a team so they wanted to trade KG and his fat salary. TD would never demand a trade nor would the Spurs ever think of trading him. He will retire in that team.

As for the haters? TD does not care! okay? keep on bashing while he'll keep on winning!!!!

Maygad, i don't even have to explain it this long, all intelligent and real basketball fans know the answer and still what i have written up there still does not explain TD's greatness.

getting dazer and even more confused...heheh

I'm getting old.
I enrolled for this coming semester and i'm now in my last few months of being a college junior. Shit i am still so immature and short. lol. it's like the world is slowly progressing and i'm still the same little girl in high school who hated a lot of things and a lot of people. Hahah. I can't believe my days as a schoolgirl is slowly declining. Just a few more days and nights..wow and i'm still clueless about what i am going to be as i have been the first day i stepped into that university. Amazing.


ONLINE ENLISTMENT. that word has been synonymous to stress, 3 long ass term papers and 5 midterm exams. The stress and anger(lol) we get, every time this happens is just that horrible. I do not even want to talk about it because it would not change anyway. But really, it really does give pain to students. Another bulok na systema as to our class scheds.. always bulok and last resort..dahil ayaw ma delay.

I watched THE PRESTIGE with kit and sara a while ago. I 've been dying to see that. I loved every minute of it. The twist and turns plus Christian bale and Scarlett's hotness. It was so fun figuring things out though some were obvious but the Fallon/twist definitely i did not see coming. LOL dumbness? hahah watch it. I swear CHRISTIAN BALE IS SEX!

Not doing something.
Sometimes you don't understand why it's already in front of you, you know the problem and you still cannot do something. I do not know, it's something i've been encountering lately like i can see the problem clearly and i know what to do but i just can't do something. I really wanted to fix it because i'm always honest when it comes to things like that. I don't negotiate or what even if i'm left out or something. Basta sa tingin ko eto, eto yun. Alam ko gagawin ko kaya nakakinis pag minamaliit ka lang sa ganun bagay. I always try to analyze and observe things around me, kaya nga palagi akong sad dahil kahit di ko dilemma, kinukuha ko na cause i'm easily bothered like that. i want to correct things and understand why it is like this or like that. Kaya nakakainis pag parang iniisip na ganito ka kahit na pinapakita mong hindi. Alam mo yun? like kung ano sinasabi mo at pinapakita mo yun yun. I've always been frank and outspoken my whole life, that is something na hindi ko na maalis sa sarili ko. I've gotten in trouble a lot of times because of it but it is who i am and i cannot control it. I just have low tolerance for a lot of things. that is why in things like this or whatever you might encounter, isa lang naman gusto ko. People of the world, minsan mag-isip naman kayo. As in isip ha hindi yung may halong biases or what yung tipng hindi square at one sided. May dahilan kung bakit ganito ang isang bagay o pangyayari at ang pagtrato dun ay tignan mo lahat ng angle at pag may nakita ko, ayusin mo. May dahilan kung bakit ganito ang taong ito. Sabi nga diba, be kind because everyone you will ever meet is fighting a hard battle. Do not underestimate people. Kung minsan kahit na alam mong ikaw ung talagang talo, isipin mo paren baket ganito ung nangyari kasi ung iba ren natatalo sa ibang bagay. Minsan parang ikaw yung talo pero baket ganito ka nila tratuhin yan ay dahil talo rin siguro sila sa ibang bagay kaya hindi ka nila maintindihan. The world will not change for you. I always tell that to myself when i think that i am being unfair and close minded. Hindi lang ako ang nagsusuffer lahat may sariling battle kaya intindihin mo bakit ganito sila mag isip at magdesisyon. It's a matter of looking at things and weighing things out then finally deciding on what to think and what you are going to do kahit na ang result ng pagobserve mo ay parehong sabog at panget, ganun talaga. Just give all angle, things and people a chance then you decide kung ano iisipin mo. Ang resulta ng desisyon na iyon ay minsan mabuti pero kadalasan ay hindi. Reality bites. Basta give people a chance. Pwede kang magkamali pero try lang ng try. Sabi nga ni meredith grey, "Once in a while, once in a blue moon people will surprise you, and once in a while people may even take your breath away."


I've always been real about my feelings and the things that i see around me that's why i've always been sad. but you know, people don't notice that because i talk TOO much. LoL. But i've really always been true about my decisions and feelings and i am often mean too but still i am a good person and i have one of the biggest hearts in the world. That is something you cannot take away from me. Sabihin ng panget, weird, baduy at bobo ako pero hindi pwedeng kwestyunin ang aking heart hahah..seriously..my basketballers and footballers can relate to that but really, i am. If you just pause and take a look sometimes, you might actually see it.

school's out

This sem officially over.
IMC is testing me badly.
We won our final pitch for product repositioning. Work and all the pain paid off. Extraderm for men. hahha i love love my marketing management class. I love Ms. Shirin
if only all my IMC classes in the future would be like hers.. then i think this is the one for me. hahah i have learned so much from her and this class and it was never boring except for its time.. 9am? hahha maximizing my cuts. boo. but I am so scared of my grades. please.

I watched the departed with sara, jox and nik.. loved every minute. Matt Damon is love. I love that actor. We pigged out. i love pigging out with my shorty and talking to these people.
I am broke heheh and there's no allowance for about a month. I think i'm gonna BAWI MY SLEEP. shett i know there's no such thing but i want to sleep and forget all the pain and horrible people i have dealt with especially in the past weeks.

Now i want my tv shows.
I'm gonna start my driving lessons soon too. I NEEED THIS ONE BADLY. It will change my life big time. I SWEAR.
I want to do boxing too. yeah.

School is schooling me big time. Notice how it is dictating my life? i swear it is something i cannot control and i hate hate it. And so i decided i will never pursue law. no way.

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Kyle is back! i love him.

It's finals week and i am dying. I need to finish a lot of stuff and issues.I feel so sad and worried about his certain thing. Please.

I can't wait to feed myself with prison break season 2, lost and grey's anatomy season 3! entourage too and my long overdued sex and the city marathon! shett i love this season's survivor... they have two pinoy's and they're amazing! hahah these things keep me steady this days! maygad! i also can't wait to see Gael's new film.. THE SCIENCE OF SLEEP directed my Gondry. I always get sentimental when i see the trailer. Come on, title pa lang, killer na. Scarlett has a lot of really good upcoming films too..dammn i love that woman.

I'm a geek. I love radiohead. Last time there was no electricity for three days straight in here and i read 2 novels per night with nothing but a flashlight. I am gay too. There's this mexican guy named ozzy, he likes groundation and otis redding. That's cute right?

My mother gives me so much pain and i don't even want to give too much details because its' getting so redundant. I need money.

i miss kyle and thom yorke

I MISS KYLE AND THOM YORKE...

I tried to revive Kyle today but he just gave up on me..and Sam said that i have to replace his life power or just buy a new one becaue it would be better..i don't want to replace him.. i love love him. his greenness and my play lists..i miss it.. i realized how i really cannot live without my music.. NO MUSIC NO LIFE! I know it is true because that is what i am feeling right now.. i just came to a gig in school and now i'm in a music state of mind ( lagi naman eh:P), i miss Kyle so much.. I WANT MY RADIOHEAD FIX! I HAVE TO HAVE THAT ATLEAST EVERY NIGHT!

I swear to God...they are one of the best things in this world..one of the best bands ever! ever! Thom Yorke is my mind twin. I think everybody should atleast have ten radiohead songs in their list or else they are missing so much... hahah and if you only know "CREEP" screw you! hahah to tell you, they hate that song! Someone said that if you say that to them, they will be embassed hahah! They are my shrink and crazy pills! They are always on my side!

My radiohead top fix includes high and dry, thinking about you, how to disappear completely, my iron lung, fake plastic trees, karma police, motion picture soundtrack...... oh maygad
i badly miss Kyle and Thom Yorke.

" i don't care if it hurts"

I was just talking to kamy about split second sadness then she said it is attacking her..i told her to run...then that man..it is back! i swear that man will be the death of me! You know when i think of the word DREAM MAN...my mind prints it and it is him! all the darkness, wit and sadness in him. I swear to god i am going to Canada! I will die..i thought i was gonna have a cardiac arrest a while ago.. then it's gone...canada okay? then i grabbed Kyle..my ipod and turned it on then shitttt it does not want to.. HE DIED. died permanently on me. Even Kyle hates me because i'm whiny and abusive..too complicated..
I lost many things today.

worlds' greatest

I am watching an Efren Bata Reyes marathon on his way to owning the world pool 8ball ust a few days ago.
I love watching him.
He reminds me of my dad.
The smile, the aura, the moves, the sillyness.
My dad loves Efren.
I love efren.
He is my dad.
Hahah.

i wanna repair your desire

this is it. I knew it. this is just it. What do we love? pain. I want this.

Four: i love this game, writing, emotions, soul searching, hopeless romantic, athlete, determined, real, sadness, heart

moment

One: football, politics, extreme sports, nature, middle east, basketball, fugliness, gigs, charisma
Two: Guitar, blank stares, black, writing, thrash talking, theater, weirdness, outcast, smart
Three: math geek, hideous clothes, economics, fierce eyes, the F you walk, anime, loser, live in

all the weird things in life. Got it. Here comes the pain.

today

Love
is an act of forgiveness, that for all our imperfections, we are accepted and forgiven.
is about finding courage inside of you, that you did not even know was there.
is a song we sing to those who have forgotten who they are.

desire

A while ago i was talking to my mother when suddenly i wanted to tell her something but i could not AGAIN for the nth time. So i started crying again. Whenever i can't say something to someone or i can't let it out even if it's just saying that you need to get this or just to ask something, no matter how shallow the thing is. If i don't get to say it.. I CRY. It is like an outlet, i don't know and the number of times that i cry goes exactly into my heart forming that sadness that would turn into dreams. Sometimes i feel bad for myself. If i were on the shoes of others and i know someone like ME , i swear my heart will die for that person. I just want to sleep in that cold tiny apartment with my quiet and goofy boy next door who does NOT go clubbing and listen to dugshh dugshh music and we will watch our ball games on late night tv while pigging out on pizza and ice cream and discussing work. GAY!

the devil wears prada

OMG I EFFFIN LOVE THE DEVIL WEARS PRADA!

I haven't read the book yet but the movie was fantabulous!!!!! MERYL STREEP WAS A GODDESS!!! SHE WAS SO GOOD!!!!!!!! I love everything in it! how they put it in that little piece! Newyork, paris, the advertising world (hahah future?), the powertripping(i better get used to this!), the bitches, the clothess and shoesssssss!!!!! heaven! maygad now I DONT WANT TO EAT! maygad!!!! Watching the film made me think of my future like if ever i work in there basta that world ung publishing, copywriting, advertising, magazines! Is it gonna be like that??? i can't work in an environment like that! I HAVE THE BIGGEST HEART IN THE WORLD! I swear I DO! Hindi lang halata! and i cannot take that! mga ganun happening in front of my eyes! i can't keep my mouth and my heart shut! i feel! shett naiyak ako sa ending! hehe GAY!

EMILY BLUNT!
I LOVE THIS BITCH!

"YOU CAN'T GO TO PARIS! YOU EAT CARBS!"

"GUYS, GIRD YOUR LOINS!"

"i'm on this new diet where i don't eat anything and when i feel like i'm about to faint, i eat a cube of cheese."


ADRIAN GRENIER! LIVE IN TAYO!

ohmaygad! i used to have this really HUGE CRUSH ON HIM! He's really a dream boy! he has this boy next door looks that i only realized I FUCKIN WANT IN A MAN! Shit if u watch the movie, i like the set up of Anne hathaway and Grenier.. ung live in sila but Grenier was so different..parang LALAKE talaga in a sense na he's not the guy who goes to clubs and listens to DUGSH DUGSH MUSIC! EEW!!! eew! maygad i hate those guys! DIE! shit Adrian Grenier!!

I realized how that would make me peaceful! yung working in a job that you really like and you are having fun tapos you live together with that guy who's so different and beautiful that has no superficiality. Maygad that alone will make me really happy! please! All you need in life to survive is one person who truly loves you!

my nerves

Ayoko sa lahat INUUTUSAN AKO! Yung sasabihin ganito na lang wag na yan biglaan hindi man lang ako tinatanong! bwiset! at mga taong hindi nagiisip! anobah mag isip ka naman minsan kahit 1sang segundo lang sa buhay mo! nakakabuti din yun noh!

How do u do it? make me feel like i do

Stellar is my favorite Incubus song ever.

Meet me in outerspace
We could spend the night, watch the earth come up
I've grown tired of that place, wont you come with me
We could start again
How do you do it, make me feel like I do
How do you do it, its better than I ever knew
Meet me in outerspace
I will hold you close, If your afraid of heights
I need you to see this place, It might be the only way
That I can show you how, it feels to be inside of you
How do you do it, make me feel like I do
How do you do it, its better than I ever knew
How do you do it, make me feel like I do
You are stellar


This song just kills.

The kite runner

I am so glad i met my shorty and gave me a chance to read and experience this WONDER. I finished the novel a while ago and IT RIPPED MY HEARTS OUT. I Swear it was beautiful. I can't believe i can experience that in books. I was kina feeling down lately and reading this just killed me. I could not go on without crying. I wasn't even crying. I WAS BAWLING LIKE A BABY. Shit the prologue itself was wonderful. I also met one of my FAVORITE CHARACTERS in the history of books. He just killed me. When i was reading him, i could not help but pause in a while, stare in the ceiling and wonder. He was just real and beautiful. After finishing the book, i just opened the first few pages and scanned all the his scenes...he was too surreal... i think everybody in this world should read this book..that's how wonderful it is..anyway it's easy read. No boring part and the writing rips emotions. I love Afghanistan. I love the middle east. I think it's a beautiful place full of hopes and dreams. I am so going there someday.

Then i glanced up and saw a pair of kites, red with long blue tails, soaring in the sky. And suddenly Hassan's voice whispered in my head: For you, a thousand times over. Hassan the harekipped kite runner.

I sat on a park bench near a willow tree. I thought about something Rahim Khan said just before he hung up, almost as an afterthought. There is a way to be good again. I looked up at those twin kites. I thought about Hassan. Thought about Baba. Ali. Kabul. I thought of the life i had lived until the winter of 1975 came along and change everything. And made me what i am today.

Hassan and i fed from the same breasts. We took our first steps on the same lawn in the same yard. And, under the same roof, we spoke our firsts words.

Mine was BABA.
His was AMIR. My name.

I watched baba's car pull away from the curb, taking with it the person whose first spoken word had been my name.

He was already urning the street corner, his rubber boots kicking up snow. He stopped, turned. He cupped his hands around his mouth. "For you a thousand times over!" he said. Then he smiled his Hassan smile and disappeared around he corner. The next time i saw him smile unabshedl like that was twenty six years later, in a faded polaroid photograph.

For you, a thousand times over.

I HOPE I FIND MY HASSAN IN LIFE.